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IT'S ALL ME._ 2010

Friday, May 14, 2010 11:39 AM

im back home because it is his bday today.

was longing for a trip to mlysia. but he's longing for a sleep instead.
I tried so hard to plann so much for him , even his presents and stuff. but seriously,
is a couple tgt for long , I MEAN WE ARE ONLY TGT FOR 1 YR!
saying loving you or thank you is not needed ?

I need. i need the " love you " i need the " thank you" to know im loved and the appreciation I did. but nevertheless, i had nth. i mean ,. sorry i do not have much money to buy you gucci wallet , to buy you your soccer jersey , to but you wadever you want.. i know as a wife im useless.
But telling me that you appreciate , is also meaningless?

I dont know how much i stand in your heart , or not even anymore. or babies overcome and stand everything in ur heart ?

I understand you are tired from your work , and blogging this is just another " not happy" blog towards you , you might think. But wad can i do to express out wad im not happy or dissapointed with ? With me by your side , telling you , " i love you " each time , wads your reaction ?

"yar yar , ok "

I dont know should i feel regrets. but i know now when im not happy , or sad , theres two to be by my side other then you. or even my friends. i want to tear , i want to shout , but who can i do it to ?? under blanket ? or behind the doors ? BY MYSELF? or with you by my side?
Who say its a blessing to get married with a hubby and children ? there many stories behind e door. ;)

can someone tell me , who is closer to you ? your partner , ur friends ? or your family ?
so near yet so far. i feel empty even with you by my side... ; '(

lastly , i dont know wad to do , : happy bday darling :

Joanne-
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____ x. [ IT'S JUST ME. *

name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com

____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.

my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*

____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.

coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone

< ____ x. [ 20010' Joanne's wishList .

HelloKITTY cafe / ~~wedding~~ /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels

For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +

♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀

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