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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
3:02 PM

*yawns*
feel like sleeping after the KFC meal lar .

too bad today got to work . another WORKING day .

and i promised not to drink today .
corz im freaking drunk yesterday lar . kuku*
im not supposed to drink like this. if not i'll ....

i calculate . at least this 2 week there 700++ lol excluding commision.
hahaha. okays. 1k is here soon to welcome me . yesh!

watched the messengers. well , a not bad show .

anyway these 3 days seems to be in fantasy again .
and its going to turn into reality soon.
i believe once school reopen , it's going to be wrost .
JUST HOPEFULLY WONT .

i've just realised my mutiply has not been terminated . tt time i tried to go in ,
it cant enter \ sign in.
well , it recollects memeories.
Joanne-
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
4:43 PM

okays finally logged in here . it was like so lagging. i dun understand why . its the same bb and router wad . nabeii .


im so freaking bored okays.
my only off day and here i am got to stay home=[

if i was told that someone else wanted to rest and nua at home , can just informed me mar . i would rather slack outside then home,

i had been left out from the outside world . ever since wrking and struggling for money

i know some fellow will gonna read this , well ?
then u shall know why im attitud-ing .


well . my wishes fufill . - for wrking hard and have money .but who claims money is ever enuff ?

why dee can go taiwan . les and girls to tioman. just too bad that i dun love beach life eh , if not i'll just follow them . urgh* stupid .

heard stories from celest and that toxxic is like.... oh-no situation lar .
somehow just cant blogged it out . wad more can i do ? wrk hard and i believed i can . the more i just dun drink that much lar . i dun wanna suffer any health problem when wrking in a pub . though smking is damn lorts. corz its damn sian . and just when i wanted to quit tox, i got this kind of news. urghh* any jobs that can gif me 1k+ wrking 4 day per week . i dun mind okays.
i also dun wanna i wrk u also wrk lar. its just like watsing ur time. but if im wrking and u are not der , its so boring and lonely. somemore u know , tox is like .... soon . cust will be diff too eh ?

ahhhhhhhhh. come to think of it , so boring .

mummy is wrking these weeks and i have been hanging outside fer days and so wad if im home ? i cant even see her lar. so stupid. its just under the same roof . anyway i promised , if i managed to earned enuff , i will also gif her wad she wants. well - wad she wants was just a simple holiday. i believe i can lar. anyway celest said is so truth . mothers wrked hard and support and if we are capable of earning , they should be relaxing too.

okays enuff.
stops those trying to be kind and filial talks.
i just try wad i can .

right now , other then watching tvs . wad else can i do ? e-shopp again ? errr* just tell me somebody .

AND ONE LAST THING! MAKES ME PEK CEK .. NABEII CB ! I FAILED MY FINAL AGAIN OKAYS. LOL . it was like - im so stupid. nbnbnbnbnb.
Joanne-
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Monday, March 26, 2007
1:50 AM


was out to slacking wit this so-good guy here.
u know wad ? he said he will STOP swan-ing me
and i've realised he DID NOT swan me at all the WHOLE DAY.
lol.
well.its a good thing okays.
he is one cb farker , see me will keep on niam-ing niam-ing as if i had own him in previous life.
and he tried to play MIA wit me today .
well . its not funny eh ? =]

anyway sorry keep PS u time after time.




meet up with kelvin after his wrk .
ai yar .again lar those stupid kuku time.
no place go and then NUA-ing loh.


and that SO - CARING zf called and asked me wad happened that day .
should i say is caring or kpo. nabei said i kana raped. i shall slapped u when u are out.

a NUA-ING cum SLACK-ing life today .
and im having freaking headache now. wtf*
im supposed to study my theory tml. i mean i MUST pass lar.
and pls remind me to take my PDL if not i v lazy go back.
i need to drive asap lar. my nua-ing life is costing me a bomb.


not forgetting my 1k b4 school reopen. hees!
Joanne-
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
3:28 PM

















okays. these are wad we did in chalet.
i mean other then these , mJ , slacking , bbq-ing for the 1 day i went over.
though it meant to be a class chalet , and not many people went , but it was still short and nice .
zhaoyang;kenneth;junlong;songlin;meiqi;wendy;
i managed to start up a fire! and it was my first time , the fire was successful =]

went cycling and fun dazzle . lol*


went to someone's house and got a suprise gift.




but so wad ? the owner of this gift is so da nan ren.
i had got no words to say , everything is he said.
he wants it this way ; mean his way . - that way ; mean that way .
he claim he correct , other explanations to him doesnt matter .

fark . made me sound stupid and silly to believe in the 1st place.
i was just too naive .
it made me feel like girls in pub had no rights to fall in love .



23/03/07

went to meet up mark for a dinner at sushi tei.

i wanted to psycho him back to tox . corz he's embaressed .
anyway ; thanks. it was nice.







anyway im not feeling any happy either.
im just trying to make myself happy now.
fine.
anyone going out pls ask me along.
im seriously lost.
corz of my stupidness. =]
Joanne-
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
1:10 AM

okays. today's changes . DYE ; CUT ; WASH = $49 /-





oh my god. im so freaking tired but waiting for the youtube to d/l [zhuan jiao yu dao ai].

dun know wad happened sia , how come it's so lag! urgh*
i gave up eventually.
woke up at 8am when someone got to wrk -.-" well , i huo gaii who ask me to skin itchy ? lol

okays slack till 12 and meet lance at 130 . went to IT helpdesk to get my pwd restart in order back to LEO lar.

met my dears - les and dee to cut hair . well everybody cut , but not dee lol . anyway its cheap okays. i dye, cut and wash , only 49$ okays.

went wdls partyworld after that . well spent ard $100 today lar .


my savings gone -.-"


was supposed to meet kelvin after that but , seemed like too late . no one free so ended up at home. actually also good . anyway im so exhausted . haha . i just dun wish to waste my holidays since i cant go on a trip to KL. =[

okays end the nite here.
Joanne-
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
12:20 PM

歌曲：我一直都在
歌手：林稷安/程于伦

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海

当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海

我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我


关于你的一切我都好好收藏着
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃

我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊你要听得见
我不许你再孤单要你拥抱我给的温暖
Joanne-
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10:39 AM

okays . im finally back home after two days . lol


and i just hate this hippo over here
dirty and corz he's being loved!




fun and drunk days with the following fishball face , MR kelvin . =]


longest marathon accompany.


went out with tianshi after his interview , - cine / hmv and taka


i got my wallet. lol wanted to get the one saw wit les that time. but seemed like everyone getting the same one. so got a pure creamwhite one.








just that kuku tianshi face again .








okays, im not going for branded stuff lar , just that i wanted to have a proper one , but im not admitting im becoming more materialistic when im wrking in pub. well i think HE understands.






well , wads holidays ? meant to be enjoyed okay.


i alr missed my KL trip becorz of some farker .







ai yar , since he's enjoying his days with his good friends , why or who am i to bother him ? anyway im enjoying mine too . i have my friends and friend also . if not theres custs too. i mean why should i be bothered ?
but just come back to it ; ur this kind of attitude only need friends . you are not even trying . but fark lar. nvm . =] im happy too .


I ONLY WANNA GO OUT OF SPORE. SO DIFF MEH . =[






kuku. so lazy to take PDL. if not i will be learning prac now.
why cant i be more independent ?
i only got to take train and walk a dist to collect it , why i always wants to delay ?





wanted to learn hair dressing from toni&guy. but but but ...
34 weeks and its $12 000 , means 350$ per mth . wow ... if only im from rich family lol* i can just do wad i wants .





well , i want to have 1k b4 school reopens. and its gonna to be maintain. this 2 weeks if i continue 6-2 for 4-5 days . i believe i can have more then dat . anyway trip is gonna be cancelled. URGH* its just so better if i can STOP HARPING lar .





im so bored now. who can i asked to out with me. i wan to buy 4-D.


Joanne-
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
11:33 PM

oh yar, i feellike sleeping again
once im in here for today . *yawns.

came back at 9am and bathe.
online till 1130 , sleep .
all the way till 5pm.

and now back to here.
so boring. its my off day okays.
and fcuk no one is free.

went powerstation ytd to find my dearies.
but i dun like the crowd , went off early
and meet up wit kel . well , things always dun turn out the way it is when wit him lar, stupid!

oh yar , haven mention that i saw JJ LIN, lol
while was walking out to cab.
okays , he's still the same lar , the kind of pattern when he try to act young in [ hua yang shao nian shao nu ] . lol


oh yar. [fei tian xi shi ] also watch finish .
i want to watch the hongkong detective de show leh.
i dun know wad name. but well , life is gonna resume to the borings one.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
boring off day. im gonna sleep tru it.
Joanne-
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
7:22 PM

okays. i shall say i gif up .
i hate this. im stupid. thats all i'll say .
i'll work hard then. and THERE GOES MY MLYSIA TRIP/
nabei . nvm . i'll do smth abt it.
if not i'll just shop finish all the money . farkkkk.
back from my fantasy : now into reality.




lasi lemak and dun know wad seafood mee.

well , costing $42 fer this 2 dish .

its made of gold material k .


hai yar. if this is wad i wanted in the 1st place,

i admit im wrong , but im also right .

i dun knoe wad i want.

i just take wadever is coming in then .


was wit this stupid one fer the past few days.
thanks fer all ur accompany~ =]
Joanne-
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Friday, March 09, 2007
4:44 AM

okays. so long since i;ve updated again .



im seriously NOT happy.

sun ever ask me why.






I DUN KNOE.

i dun know bcorz of wad.


making my self drink. wow.

closed alone again.

lucky kelvin is der wit me. i mean acc me tru out.


thought he also sucks lar. NABEI.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

tht farker cb .. knnnnnnnn!!

went BQ-MH the day before saw someone i dun wish to see when someone lied to me. i mean dun ever need to explain. i dun ever wish to apologise and hear lar. i know i just skip to conclud. but at that moment , who wont ? cb .

went dragonfly wit kel after tt. till 5plus.

went bq-lh today wit him again.

its me. i wanted to drink

felt bad. he got to wake up early. well , so sorry kel. =]

went swensen . hmmm.




fish n chip meal .lol




choco frosted ice cream


that stupid one . kelx.
see hw yummy is it .... lol
okies im drunk . slp nowww.. night.
Joanne-
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
4:05 AM

omg* it has been donkey years since i've updated this. lol

okays. just back from MUSIC HERITAGE again.
come on man. i din know , their friends love this pub so much.
lol. just happened to be charmaine's bf pub lar.
the pub i went interview wit les before. lol

ahhh.quarrels quarrels .FARKs.

wad attidude ? wad expression ? cb nb fark lar.

went out wit my darlings. - les and jess and her frien. haha
nice day though went nowhere.

yea. holiday trip coming .
but with that cb farker. nabei .
im pissed lar. fark .


wad am i supposed to do or wad can i do ?
how am i supposed to do!!! =[



IM JUST NOT HAPPY LAR.
Joanne-
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Friday, March 02, 2007
4:22 AM

wtf. im so tired .

bad / good day at wrk . well jon jon jon. stress wrking wit him.
though he apologised ; but its not wad i want , i just hate being accused thats all. esp when he was drunk and how he WANTED ME to do things .
and dun expect mi alone to do everything when my pay is the lowest of all and i have to do triple job. WTF . dun take advantage of me just because i wrked the longest lar. ccb.



celest had been helping me.



well , im all alone wrking and i hardly get to sit dwn .

ZHUAN SHU TIAN SHI - TANK
this song made me fell so much in love with this guy over here :


yes - wu zun. he's so freaking cute lar.


if only he cud be my boyfriend......


well , i dun mind if the other 3 of feilunhai becum too... lol*


ahhhhhhh*i wan to watch the 15th episode.


but youtube has not uploaded yet lar! URGHH. so int but cant watch.



okay mlysia trip is here soon ...WAHAHHA.




well, im gonna slp soon. night!





Joanne-
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