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Thursday, March 04, 2010 11:46 PM

talking to jane now , about mothers experiences.
so funny. and i think natural birth is SCARY. i mean even till now. eeek . i think i dont want to go tru that . lols . i had better guai guai scheldue my birth and have them out. lol. i cannot stand the process of water bag burst , and contractions and stuffs. that's scary! haa.

wonder hows sh's now. her childish hubby? they way how much she loves him ? how she is handling eden and stuffs? hopes things are going smoothly for her .

baby jia ying's sick. her phlgem is making her difficulty in breathing . her cough and her flu. poor jiay ing. i dont know how to help her.bought her to doc , to got her phlgem sucked out. LOUSY daddy said dont suck finsih cause she's crying out loud. BUT THE PROB is not finish sucking , now she's suffering... i know the night is going to be tough on her as well as ME. haha she wont be able to slp and i know i cant too . but its okay la. as long as she can sleep a while , i dont mind carrying her to slp. poor thing la..

Daddy got childcare sick leave , but to TEND SHOP AND not acc-ing us =(
i dont like this, his parents always take him for granted. i promises once i got money , i will moved out and have our own family instead of like keep summon for my darling. i mean , he's married not tt mummy boy anymore. need not stays by ur side forever. right? i will still allow him to be back certain days to help in his family , after all its his father and mother. but not everyday or even times when he take MC, and they take him for granted ? wads this? then hire labour la. not possible to ask him help out each time he take mc or leave ma. then wad about us ? me , jia ying and jia jun ? i mean , if she's gonna be like tt , i believe she is selfish. I ADMIT I AM! but because they had taken my hubby for granted. TOO MUCH.

LEE YONG SHEN IS A MARRIED MAN OKAY . NOT MUMMY BOY!!!! =(
he has his own family la! fark. I KNOW AND ADMIT IM NT A GOOD DIL. I KNOW IM FAKING.
SO ? im faking , so i can try and learn to be good. for the sake of him. who loves to stays with in laws after all.

Joanne-
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