Sometimes it really makes me wonder ,
Have i ever been happy since I've choosen this path ? I mean i would have the choice to be happy yet this is wad i have been ..
the fark care attitude from him is making me DONT GIVE IT A DAMN. I HATE THIS AND HATE HIM REALLY. but still ? he care? well , married life is like tt husband will not give a damn to wife esp when you have kids. I FEEL SO STUPID AND SILLY. why i choose this path ?
I din expect that i will stop celebrating my bday on my 22 yrs old.
HAA. no point regretting neither can i hope or wish for anything. Perhaps just all the good for my two lill darlings. Some time i feel stupid treating him good and stupid always make myself loving him so much. just like a dumb. Perhaps i should really move back my place ? well ? perhaps seeing and facing each other everyday makes one feels numb.
THIS YEAR BDAY I DO NOT HAVE ANY WISH , just that to ... ... ...
AND IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.
so wad when others asked me to stay happy? with this kind of family? in laws?
faking to be happy perhaps. =)
SO MUCH I WISH TO CRY . I JUST WANT TO HANG OUT LATE NIGHT WITHOUT GOING BACK HOME.
YES I DO.
I dont need any celebrations cause i know nothing makes me smile trufully. i really misses my dear friends as well as buddies, guess this is all i need.
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____ x. [ 20010' Joanne's wishList .
____ x. [ IT'S JUST ME. *
name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.
my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.
coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone
HelloKITTY cafe / wedding /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels
For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +
... Links to all my darlings
Ichigobliss's MultiplyPage
MummyloveDaddy's MultiplyPage
Mummylovedaddy
Angeline
LESly
SinDEE
JESSica
Poly Classmates
DarylOng
Shoonie
Dennis
Wendy
Franklin colleagues
JiahWei
♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀