"SHE" thought everyone's like her daughter , hacked care.
"SHE" thought im not able to take care of my own babies.
"SHE" has a very simple minded and navie thinking/
"SHE" would just follow what people say .
"SHE" would nagged and nagged at times when i find it irritating.
"SHE" would interfere on how i take care of my own babies.
"SHE" is someone i dont really like yet sometimes its okay to me.
I dont know is it because of "SHE" that i dont really like to stay here.
Or perhaps is "THEY" .

Alrights forget all unhappiness.
2009 is ending soon. and its 2010 tmr!
Counting down tonight. New maid - malica arrived yesterday. She did not really know how to take care babies and seriously im a bit worries yet i dont dare to tell him. i scare he's worries and dont want to let me have the help from maid.
Anyway im getting a bit pissed and crazy with the staying here with SO MANY people, the naggings ad asking kids to lower their volume.
The help of malica although making me worry , but at least she can help out in the house work since the current one is not doing a good job on house work.
AHHH. this sucks la. i mean no planning no anything. i dont know wad to do. if i can i really hope to take care them myself. But i really cannot ... And suprisingly , the kids snatch for this malica. haiis.

darling jiajun and jiaying is both down with rashes and bought them to mt avernia for check up.
Poor jiajun face was a bit dried up and was itchy that he always rubbed his cheeks that had made it worsen. Doc prescribe a better cream and now he's back to his handsome lill prince face. haa! and as for my darling girl , she's down with another kind of rashes, so doc had prescribe diff kind of cream. As for their bloated stomach , its all cause by all those elderies ," baby must drink more milk, fat then cute" and WTF! doc said " fat babies normally ended up with many illness in future. let them grow at their own rate." well , "SHE" heard tt. its good. but will it help my babies? OVERFEEDING. HAIIS. WHY WHY WHY. heartburning. why? =(
Thats why im so particular bout burping. cause i know if they dont burp well , they will be so uncomfortable.