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IT'S ALL ME._ 2010

Thursday, December 10, 2009 1:14 PM

Im not trying to give my hubbby all these nonsenses , neither am i going to create so many troubles.
But all these are making me going crazy , from heart pain , heart break to now , PISSED OFF.
My tears are alr dried up. Im sick of crying seriously.
Im more of anger than sad.

You know? Im so stressed up! I've been thinking of ways to make myself relax.
SMILE? in this family , smiling is just FAKE-ing!
I seem to have passed my both babies to other people.
It somehow seems that they just want me to give birth to these two kids.
And i dont need to take care. I seems useless too.

SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO SMOKE , I WANT TO DRINK OUT OF ALL THESE NONSENSES.
if you all want to take care babies so much , just go ahead la. NB , CB , KNN , CCB , PCB! FARK ! URGHH!! I just want to resume my world of social. SINCE YOU ALL DONT WANT TO GIVE ME A CHANCE TO TAKE CARE BABIES, SO YOU ALL THINKING IM BABy AS WELL ? IM IDIOT ?
I'VE hired a nanny , so call "experienced" nanny , to MAKE MY LIFE DIFFICULT AND SUFFERING. THANK YOU SO MUCH. TRYING TO SPOILT MY CHILDREN AND SHE JUST WANT MY BABIES TO DEPEND ON HER. CCBLA!!!! FARK.

IM JUST SO PISSED LA. FARK FARK FARK.

Only when hubby's back i have the feeling that im mother of 2 kids , otherwise , i feel extra in this family. i feel so out , i feel not needed , im ALONE.

I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY HOUSE, MY HOME.
OUT OF ALL THIS NONSENSES! WAH KAOS. THIS CONFINEMENT TO ME IS LIKE 10 YRS INSTEAD OF 1 MTH. IS LIKE HELL TO ME LA. FARKED UP. CCB LA!! NBCBPCB!

Ps. sry darling, im not trying to make your days difficult. im not trying to flood u with complains. please understand me that im staying in ur house - so ALONE , SO LONELY. you know? im going crazy. you know? i just cant learn to be fake. but im trying to be sarcastic. yes! im learning.

Joanne-
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____ x. [ IT'S JUST ME. *

name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com

____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.

my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*

____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.

coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone

< ____ x. [ 20010' Joanne's wishList .

HelloKITTY cafe / ~~wedding~~ /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels

For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +

♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀

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