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Saturday, October 10, 2009 1:25 AM

MJ SESSIONS TONIGHT.

But Its a take turn. me and darling as promised. - AND I DID.
I dun like and hate to see him play MJ everytime lose money he give the farked up face.
I mean yar , though his brother lose money also give farked up face.
BUT THAT'S HIS BROTHER ! I DUN LIKE MY OWN HUSBAND TO BE LIKE TT TOO !! WHY IS HE LIKE TT!! IM SO PISSED YOU KNOW.

But i cant voice out anything cause i dun want to quarrel with him again and again over this.
Isnt gambling win / lose ?
WHY MUST he like tt. i really dun like. But i cannot say anything!
Different family different brought up.
I dun really like his brother attitude also. BUT WHY I HAVE TO TORLERATE HIS FAMILY ATTITUDE AND HE CAN GIVE BOSS ARD GIVING PPLE FACE. >.< >love to play MJ. of course i dun like to lose. BUT I DUN LIKE TO SEE HIM GOT POOR ATTITUDE ON MJ TABLE! why my sis-in-law husband lost all chips yets smile smile. BUT MY OWN HUSBAND GOTTA GIVE TT FACE ? you understand how i feel? =(
I want my husband to be loved and liked by everyone.
AND NOT PPLE SPREAD NEGATIVES ABOUT MY HUSBAND.
CAUSE HE IS MY HUSBAND. DARLING, DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?

I wanted to tell him to calm down. but all he do is just go in his own ways. he HAte his brother!
But isnt brother only got one ? Cant he just love his brother?
I have my brother too. and although he got farked up attitude , but because now we are wdl - tb apart , we treasure. Ah boy will drop by with his bike and come and find me.
Although we seldom talk. But i will say I love my brother - sebastian tan. I love my family.
AND I'VE REALISE ONLY BECOZ WE'VE BEEN THROUGH. BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH. and we are apart now.

I hope pple will not only treasure when they lost. So now, i have my family , i have mummy , uncle , ah boy , i love them. =) so much.

And so... MJ ending soon. Im gonna stop talking and listen to his NOT HAPPY COMPLAINS WHEN HE LOST MONEY OR EVEN WHEN I LOST HIS MONEY. I hate yet love MJ. =(

I really want so much that my own husband can take things easy and forgiving and not a narrow minded , crafty and not understanding one .

I SHALL just smile through the night.
darling. i hope one day you will undertsand wad i mean and the importance of presenting yourself. I just want the good thing for you. and not being critise by people. Cause you are my darling.

Joanne-
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