im back home.
and yes. im back home.
Had nothing much to do except wait for mummy's bird nest.
talking abt waiting tt fellow finish hius duty? i dun think i will be waiting.
Since i think he care more abt sleeping, i think perhaps in future when he's working i will not bother him neither will i give him a text. in case im also those annoying wife.
Read some informations on pregnancy now.
which is i think 1 or 2 weeks later then 18weeks?
week 18
Maternal Changes:
Feeling dizzy, lightheaded or faint are normal during pregnancy. These symptoms aren't harmful unless they occur frequently or severely. "Postural hypotension" is low blood pressure due to a change in position and happens frequently in pregnancy because your cardiovascular system doesn't react as fast.
--- was rather scare that i got my low blood back. it was quite scary. and you know? one got to be more strong when im only alone. I dun want to be said that why am i of so many problems. and beingg compared. I HATE BEING COMPARED. FARKED.
Ideas for Dad:
Are you a "Mr. Fix-It" kind of guy? It's common for dads to feel very protective of moms. Often, Mom will need a big shoulder to cry on and get out all of those crazy pregnancy emotions. Dad can feel rather helpless listening to Mom carry on, and in his frustration, try to do what he can to "fix" whatever she's grumbling about. Dad, relax. Nine times out of ten, Mom just needs to vent and really doesn't expect you to act upon her complaints. As hard as it may be for you, just LISTEN! Give her your undivided attention. This is the best gift you can give to Mom.
--- there is this sentence , "Often, Mom will need a big shoulder to cry on and get out all of those crazy pregnancy emotions." I think he is so used to it and might even think im crazy.
If i am to go to a place where i can shout it out i would want to go to some where far to vent everything instead of staying in a SHELL and facing the same thing EVERYDAY AND EVERY MOMENTS. sometimes i really need someone to love me more than i do. Now i know and realised , a mummy is that great, rather then dad. she has got to face wadever difficulties all alone by HERSELF.
urgh. im sounding bad. but i know MY mummy still care and love me , including my brother. or should i say MY FAMILY. =) im blessed. And if i were to choose i would want to stay with them like his sister could stay with her own family even after marriage.
im thinking negative.
I know.
But this is wad im feeling. i just feel like going somewhere else or stay in some other places. to avoid those rules i dunt like.
I JUST HOPE THAT...
I will have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光
淋的雨滴
都值得回忆
I have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
my eyes had been so itchy and sore for the past few days.
Rubbing and rubbing. urghs!
And i dont know wad had happened to me.
I realised many things these few days.
Becoming a wife or others daughter in law , is not easy.
The responsibilities have becoome so much.
You need to balance up and make both parties happy.
Not offend them , you got to bear wadever you dun like.
And one got to torlerate. EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.
this is not easy. really it isnt.
my life revolves around television , provision shop , children , mj , tiong bahru.
Im going crazy.
How much i wished i have my life like i ever had before.
FREE and easy. anywhere i can go , dun need to inform ir say anything.
how much i wish , my friends would be more free for me and be der when i need.
But times changed.
No one will do anything for you other then you face it and overcome them yourself.
I know. crying isnt any solutions. he has been so numb to it.
I just want my bao bei to be born blissfully and i've live with them instead of all these.
My life will resume next year.
TELL ME ITS GOING TO BE FAST.
my patience of torlerating is .... i think so.
went to science centre last monday.
with 2 darlings.
since year i've been to science centre.
All thank to darling for his EARLY COMPANY EXCURSION.
but stil it was quite fun.
10/06/09
On this day I've finally passed my TP.omg!
After 2 years of lessons and savings and all the travelling!
I FINALLY DUN NEED GO BACK TO BBDC!
HAHA OMG! IM SO HAPPY.
ONE TIME PASSED ! YES.
A very nervous and scary day.
But managed to passed it.
The moment being announced passed , i was so elated . haha
I kept thanking the tester. omg. like ah siao. =x
And right now i also want to thank my husband , mr lee.
He took leave to acc me to BBDC and was there for me to announce when the result was out.
My test took less then 20 min. but the whole procedure took 4 hrs. he had seated der for 4 hrs just waiting for me. silly dumb.
But i love u . =)
I appreciated la . <3
The next thing to get excited and nervous of is the gender of babies. =)
i love u all baobeis.
The 4th day im married to mr lee.
And im MRS LEE now! omg! i just cant believe that im a married woman .
But its nice especially when i have a loving husband.
Wedding video will try to upload asap . Editing from the videographer is needed.
But his gate crashing has really touched my heart. my precious baobei , once in a life time. =)
i love you.
And not to say he was drunk on wedding night and on high fever the past few nights.
It was quite tiring . to take care on and off, wake up often to take his temperature. TIRING! But i had got to take care , else no one else. Anyway hope he recover fast and well. If not like wad i say , i rather im the one suffering then see him like tt.
But to think of it , im a married woman, mummy always tells me i need to be independent now and take care of your loved ones as you are people's wife.
How much i wished mummy can helped me do all these. Im no more a child!!!
We had wonderful stay in hotel.
ANd oh yar! our wedding car plate 2 open out of 4/5. and the lucky no. we picked open on 31st may as well. Yesterday big sweep , our 2126 , open first in system too. Well , many of our relative stirke but not us.
They has been saying we had lucky baobeis.
But our baobeis dun bring luck to daddy and mummy. lol =p i'll still love them!
And its finally endding. Thank you for all who turn up with their sincerity and blessings . i feel all of them ... . and the wedding planners , chris , brian sandee. All put in so much effort to provide us a HELLO KITTY WEDDING. my dream wedding . Although it does not protray my ideal one , but it fufill part of my dream. i love all of you. ! muacks.
Lastly , and the next thing to worry now is my TP. ON 10th JUNE. omg!
After that will be 19th june! - the gender of baobeis.
I miss mummy. i bet mummy miss me too.
She was quite unwilling when groom is outside gate crashing. I can sense her bu she de.
i love her. - she is my precious mummy. one and only. muacks!!
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name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.
my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.
coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone
HelloKITTY cafe / wedding /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels
For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +
... Links to all my darlings
Ichigobliss's MultiplyPage
MummyloveDaddy's MultiplyPage
Mummylovedaddy
Angeline
LESly
SinDEE
JESSica
Poly Classmates
DarylOng
Shoonie
Dennis
Wendy
Franklin colleagues
JiahWei
♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀