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Friday, April 03, 2009 10:32 AM

Love made two love and become stranger.
When you are bound to love , you are bound to commit and bound to be fake.

When you love you dare not be true.
What you feeling?
What you thinking?
What you want?
You start becoming to refrain yourself from telling all the truths.

You scare quarrels.
You scare hurt.
You scare the invitable fights.
The wars.
All these made a couple to drift.
APART.

When you really need someone to be there to listen to your woes,
Your Stories,
Your troubles ,
Whose the one?

Who will be the one lending their pair of ears?
Who will be the one sitting there quietly to understand the pain you are going through?
WHO?
The one you loved ?
Your friends?
Your family?
Your colleagues?
Your buddies?

Sometimes even your closed one would not trust you.
Not to say loved ones.
So what is the different between lovers and a couple deeply in love ?
OR
what is the different between lovers and friends?

Friends are more believing and trustful.
And thats why they are known as friends.

Weak i should say.
The weak become weaker.
Some people used to be strong and determined.
Because of some obstacles, they became weak.
And as time passed by , they become weaker.
Thats the logic. Cause you live in the world and used to it.
How could one walked out from it?
How could one be back stronger?

The mind is playing a fool of one.
When you wants things to be positive , it will but sometimes it will not.
But for the mind of a lady, Once they decided to set / fixed a decision ,
Thats the call.
FINAL SAY.
I believe nothing could do to change it.
That's woman.

I do not want to decide neither to set.
I do not want to do anything that i might regret.
I'll allow things to take its nature way.
If this isnt the way for me , heaven set it, I'll take it.
Im not letting heaven to decide but this time round i could not find my way out.
It seems ... LOST.
I want to. find it back. give me time.
Tell me the weak will get stronger.
I shall say.

I really miss my family.
Treasure the ones , your family, if you are seeing them everyday,
I just urgh to miss them. Im apart because i want to work to have the money.
Mummy trust me after probation , when i have alt sat , i will be back home acc you.
Love's not make me blind yet.
Cause i know i still have you.
Doesnt matter how much problems i met , i tell myself , i have my dearest family.
I know i just sound like foreigns.
But i can just feel that people who doesnt have their parent beside them , they are missing them. When they met problem or people mistreat them , the saddness within their heart.
Its hurting.
Perhaps this is HOME SICK.

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多oh...

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Joanne-
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