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Friday, April 24, 2009
9:08 PM

today is 24th april.
ytd was our 8th mth anni.
lol. time flies.
And today baby is 7weeks old.
and its a twins !

Well, i was shocked so i did not have any reaction when the gynae tell me its a twins.
i was stunned.
im scareed.
PAIN!
but well , leave it to the time den. =)

i have been vomitting for one whole day ytd .
Hope tonight will be better for me.
i've slimmed 2kg but i feel tt im fatter and shortter.
oh my god. fats!

meeting up with my bridemaid tml.
tml there driving lessons and ... nth much. haha.
Joanne-
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
9:57 PM

today is sunday.

And everything is fine.

Im going to be a happy mummy cum bride.
Cause i've received everyone's blessing. including mummy's.
iloveyou ALL.

IM HAPPY. I REALLY DO.

But im always feeling dizzy and nauseous. not good.
cause the doctor say my blood pressure is only 55.
Joanne-
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
1:42 PM

alrights.
There's a positive sign!

So that's the reason why i have been vomitting.
The whole family of his was so happy and elated. but not my mum.
I should have expected she will not be in the least of happiness.

These few days , his family had been taking extra care towards me.
I feel it.
I sensed their happiness. I felt mine too. but not totally.
There's still 30% of me not completed. im quite stressed up seriously.
But in the meantime, i felt blissed.

I will have my hello kitty wedding as wad i often said. Although it might not be as grand as i wished , but it's wad i've always wished for. I have and own it.
And im able to design my own wedding gown. As well as a nice kitty dinner.
ROM and wedding will be on the same day.
Everythin will be planned by kor - chris. I love his plan and package.

im happy and blissed with everything. I hope mummy stands with me.
I know she will not be happy. But i hope she'll do.
Mummy, im happy and im blissed. Baby will be a girl girl.
Life will still proceed without stopping.
I have my own family! and i'll settle down. =) im so much contented.

But the first few mths is not feeling good.
vomit and dizzy at times.
but i had not need to worries. pple are taking care of me.
and baby is blissed. =)

right now waiting for mummy to end a smile on her face and the wishing from her.
And i'll be a happy mummy too!
Joanne-
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
9:28 AM

im feeling so terrible la.
I just want to vomit. on and off.
i dun like the feeling okay. its like, im so hungry i want to eat but i cannot eat to my content. so suffering. =( and i will keep on getting hungry and feeling want to vomit.

i want to cry alr la.
terrible. stupid gastric. stupid stomach. useless la.

Anyway todays is miss sindee 21st bday. she had her celebrations ytd night. and hope she had enjoyed herself. really. may all her wishes come true and her sweet love life with her dearest.
Oh ya! she slimmed so much . omg. farking slim. sorry for the vulgarities la but she slimmed a lot. haha i cannot believe it.! a trip to sydney ? i want! haha

Anyway i've attended 3 parties ytd. supposingly 2?
April's and my cousin. Hope both of them enjoyed themselves.
And may they stay sweet and happy always. smile my dears!

oN coming xinying and daryl and shoonie.
Alright. 6 friends bday can you believe it!! omg!
APRIL! i dun like. haha broke leh.
excluding my office colleagues bday and housewarming present money. >.<

Im so bored now!!!!
omg!
Im waiting for the time and the time waiting for me.
tick-tock-tick-tock.
Im going to be left alone the next whole week. my colleagues is on honeymoon holiday =(
i miss my trip to hongkong too. =(


DARLING I WANT TO GO MACAU!
Joanne-
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
1:59 PM

life iis ups and downs .
thats the meaning of life.

sick and tiring.

i might be out of job.
because of another leave.
but forget it. what can i do?
im so stupid.

msg mummy ytd mid night. she replied.
im so touched. im missing.

tt night went out with my buddies.
im so happy.
friends are never ending,
so dun ever forsake it.

i want back my life.
drinking anybody?
Joanne-
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
9:15 AM

i went to my colleagues house ytd. and it was full of hello kitty!!!
OMG! ALL EXPENSIVE STUFFS.
i love all of the hello kitty! haha.

Went to eat with my colleagues.
And i proceed to my friends gathering! so happy ! haha
I rarely get to gather back with these buddies. and i love them.
our 7 yrs buddies ship. omg they are great la. they are really there when you need
That's wad i define good friends are for.

Went home at 3plus. and reached home at 3plus.
and he was waiting outside the door. that quite touched me. =D he's waiting for me despite i could not be reached. I just expect to see him lying on bead and snore off when i reached home.

But however, had a great time really great time with them . we pub hop. shiok!
And of cause was quite drunk. as usual vomit. Hey 3 pple drank 7 jugs i think. and it had been 3 mths since i touch liquor stuff.

Im happy and i love my friends/buddies and darling.
Joanne-
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Friday, April 03, 2009
10:32 AM

Love made two love and become stranger.
When you are bound to love , you are bound to commit and bound to be fake.

When you love you dare not be true.
What you feeling?
What you thinking?
What you want?
You start becoming to refrain yourself from telling all the truths.

You scare quarrels.
You scare hurt.
You scare the invitable fights.
The wars.
All these made a couple to drift.
APART.

When you really need someone to be there to listen to your woes,
Your Stories,
Your troubles ,
Whose the one?

Who will be the one lending their pair of ears?
Who will be the one sitting there quietly to understand the pain you are going through?
WHO?
The one you loved ?
Your friends?
Your family?
Your colleagues?
Your buddies?


Sometimes even your closed one would not trust you.
Not to say loved ones.
So what is the different between lovers and a couple deeply in love ?
OR
what is the different between lovers and friends?

Friends are more believing and trustful.
And thats why they are known as friends.

Weak i should say.
The weak become weaker.
Some people used to be strong and determined.
Because of some obstacles, they became weak.
And as time passed by , they become weaker.
Thats the logic. Cause you live in the world and used to it.
How could one walked out from it?
How could one be back stronger?

The mind is playing a fool of one.
When you wants things to be positive , it will but sometimes it will not.
But for the mind of a lady, Once they decided to set / fixed a decision ,
Thats the call.
FINAL SAY.
I believe nothing could do to change it.
That's woman.

I do not want to decide neither to set.
I do not want to do anything that i might regret.
I'll allow things to take its nature way.
If this isnt the way for me , heaven set it, I'll take it.
Im not letting heaven to decide but this time round i could not find my way out.
It seems ... LOST.
I want to. find it back. give me time.
Tell me the weak will get stronger.
I shall say.

I really miss my family.
Treasure the ones , your family, if you are seeing them everyday,
I just urgh to miss them. Im apart because i want to work to have the money.
Mummy trust me after probation , when i have alt sat , i will be back home acc you.
Love's not make me blind yet.
Cause i know i still have you.
Doesnt matter how much problems i met , i tell myself , i have my dearest family.
I know i just sound like foreigns.
But i can just feel that people who doesnt have their parent beside them , they are missing them. When they met problem or people mistreat them , the saddness within their heart.
Its hurting.
Perhaps this is HOME SICK.


是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多oh...

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Joanne-
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