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Monday, August 25, 2008
4:21 AM

came back from MJ session at ys house. =}

alrights won 22 but cover his losses. lols! so stupid leh! cannot imagine lar. =x
but lady luck was with me i guessed.

anyway having lesson tml. im gg to like tell myself not to be scare? lols
i admit that i was farking stressed up for the past few days/week.
and was down drinking DRUNK and crying for no farking stupid reasons.

i know if hes here, he would have given me two tight slap to wake up my idea.
haha
he would even had ignored me for dun know how many donkey years.
or rather still acc me for bak kut teh? haas
but i appreciated. at least i learnt something that i should not always use liquor to hide my sorrow. instead i should have faced it. =}

but somehow im happy these few days. im alright ; back to old joanne. =}
hello kitty festival! im coming as well as my kitty make up set and kitty mooncakes ! im going to own them all!! hahas.

loves.
joanne.
Joanne-
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Friday, August 22, 2008
3:42 AM

i dunknow wads wrong with me.
wad am i thinking?
wad am i doing?
wad should i be doing?

IM LOST.

was it all supposed to meant it that way ?
are things supposed to be in this way?

well, no one might knows wad im talking.
but deep inside i'll just say ," im confussed".

cry and luff , luff and cry.
am i mentally crazy ?
or just tell me that it's stress.


wadever.

had swensen with daryl that idiot and wenyang.
we had finally finished our videos! yea yea yea.
they are having their steamboat tml. and im not ging to join the gatherings again.
as i said , list the piority. isnt?

hello kitty lantern festival is here.
who will acc me go?

i really wanna go.
and i want the whole hello kitty moon cake set!!

tell me im not alone =}
Joanne-
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
2:23 AM

today topic - relationship.

I had this sweet journey with him once.
But because i did not learn to treasure , i end this sweet journey of ours.
no matter because of what reason that it ends,
but its all because i do not understand him and things turned this way =}

It was so long ago. but i had not forgotten.
This guy happened to enter my life , and although he chose to leave ,
but somehow he did not take everything away.
misses. but no use.

read that blog of the girl whose bf went brunei and for good.
and now she's alone. saw the pics are like , its sad.

serious. I do not dare to think , if there is ever a day...
without letting him knows that he had a lot reserve in my heart .
or rather i had never allow him to go out, perhaps ... happy?
at least he left me nice memories.


and darling angeline is like so in love with his dar. but he is like ill-treating her lar.
so da nan ren and she's bearing with it, in this , i saw wad is love. well , although he kept scold her , i believe its for her own good? =} everything happens for a reason i believe. if im in EY earlier , perhaps i would have see . and things will not turn out as bad as wad it is now.

i just misses the journey to changi with him ...
the long and far distance , how i wished it just never end...


for goodness, im crying over split milk?
tell me im not.
it happens all because of me, myself =}




听到我的电话 响了一声就暂停
会不会是你
我总怀疑因
为这原因 心情不稳定
我们之间的问题
是我不相信你敏感又多心
怕你变了心因为爱你
害怕失去你爱的天气
总是阴晴不定爱的情绪
也在欢笑中哭泣

(Baby)想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及
再说我爱你

自从那天分手後
停不住泪滴
想念一个人
能忘记自己让我爱你
什麽都愿意爱的天气
总是阴晴不定爱的情绪
也在欢笑中哭泣 Baby

(Baby)想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你)我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂已来不及
再说我爱你

(Baby)想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂已来不及
再说我爱你如果能再遇见你
把你抱紧从此不分离
绝不放弃我要告诉你 Baby I'm sorry

misses,
flurry much. serious.
Joanne-
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
3:32 AM

Today's topic - mother.

i just wanna say that i love this person who has taken care of me on her own for the past 13 yrs.
love so much that i just wanted to do so much things just for her.
no matter how busy she is , she has never forget our prescence.
although at times she nagged,
at times she scold ,
and even at times we tensed to get pissed off easily , but we had never thought of the hardwork they gave in to us. she fought so hard to bring me and my small lill brother up but i had never repay her anything back.

although i always says that i love her but i do not have such a strong feeling as wad im having now. i just realised that this lady over here slping at this timing , she had got to wake up early in the morning everytime rushing to work , and coming home do house hold.

A lady who love coffee cake , durians , buffets or rather eat the best of everything. a lady who always complains she had not enough money , a lady who will always nagged at us telling us not to spend so much money , a lady who cares so much for us even when she's out shopping. although she has never stop complaining , but still she has never give up on us. her desire of bringing us up are always so strong that made us happily living till now.

One fine day i came back home and realised that again i had extra bras and new pair of eye lashes , as well as slippers! im so happy. although they are so minor stuffs, but she take notice of what im inneed.

from there i told myself , i will do wadever i can to give her a happy life. a life do not wished to worry about money , and that she need not do household everytime she came home , or rather from work. i wanted to the the best out of everything to her.

so from here , i just wanna say , mummy i love you. =}


loves <3,
GIRL.
Joanne-
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Friday, August 08, 2008
2:42 AM

CBCBCBCB!

WAS SO PISSED OFF TODAY!!
I TIO TIAP $140 FOR A NO USE PHONE!

AHHH MY W960I ONLY WORTH 150$ NABEIIISS!
AHHHHHHH SO CHEAP LEHHH ={ FRM A PHOEN VALUE BY RIGHT IS 600+ TO 700+

BECOME 150$
PAID 60$ FOR REPAIR AND THE REPAIR BO BAO REPAIR OKAY. NABEI.

THEN THEY CHECK FROM 230 DEDUCT TILL 150. CORZ THEY SAY THE PHONE CANT WORK KEEP RESTART!!

THEN NOW I REALISE BECORZ THERES NO SIM CARD INSIDE!!! CBCBCBCBCBC!!
MY 80 CORZ NO SIM CARD INSIDE!!! WTF! SHOULD I COMPLAIN.

I MEAN ALTHOUGH ITS ONLY 80$ BUT THEY DEDUCT FOR CARELESSNESS TOO. I MEAN I DUN KNOW DUN TELL ME THEY WORK SONY ERRISION , THEY DUN KNOW?
WTF!! AHAHAHAHAH! 80$ FOR A SIMCARD AND 150$ FOR A PHONE NO MEMORY CARD DE LEHSS... WEAK LAR. FARKER WHY AM I SUCH AN IDIOT!

WHY I DIN REALISE THAT THERE ARE NO SIMCARD INSIDE AND I WENT THERE JUST PAY AND PAY AND PAY!!!

DUMB ASS. TODAY UT IS JUST A FARKER . WHICH I DUN UNDERSTAND AT ALL! LOLS
FARK LAR! DIE LAR. RETAIN ANOTHER MODULES. CB ! =X

DUN CRY OVER SPILT MILK JOANNE. YOU ARE JUST TOO SLOW AND DUMB TO REALISE.
Joanne-
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Monday, August 04, 2008
1:42 AM

am i too emotional or is tt that all these reflects on life thats makes one guilty?

came back from watching money not enough2. lols. it was funny but also sad. and the climax changes so fast! the whole movie reflects on singaporeans directly. and makes me misses my dadddy and ah maa =} of corz loving mummy. it makes me learn how does kinship worth .

02/08/08 - EY seminar.
being an usher was not easy and i missed my gg on stage time ={ nabeiis.
and wrost is being an usher in cheongsam was scarryy. instead of build confidence, i dwngrade sia! lols! well , and this seminar makes me realises a lot. so .. these are so call friendssss haha. so at least i know when i need friends to support , no one will be there lar. but well at least i still have my grp of friends in ey and school isnt? - time to console myself lol.. somehow i just learnt how to rely on myself and not any others . but seriously i love company of EY and SCH. if without them , i might be autism sia.

Well after that , we went to novena service apartment. wad i can say was -FUN. we had bbq , pushing and throwing pple into pool , suuanna-ing , chatting , and relaxing ... too bad non of my friends join me bahhs. although it was company outing , but there was no work talk . it was relaxing. =}

*pictures will be uploaded soon .
Joanne-
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