joanne is feeling farked up.
i dun know what i want to type. but just feel that each time back from IHT i had got no motivation at all. i just feel like farked up. seriously. im that lousy.
but well sorry for him. he has to tolerate it. i really dun feel like talking and he had got to stand all my farking attitude. and today i admit im giving attitude. and that i feel sorry. seriuosly i just cant help it.
was it that im lousy as upline or am i really dun know much yet.
all excuses but... well.. i really dun know how to handle im supposed to know. but each time when im out of IHT i feel stupid and silly. i just feel that i really had got no time. since wadever im going to say are all excuses ,then i believe in future , im not suppose to surpress anything i feel , corz all are just excuses.
i just wanna say ... some time some people are really encountering stuffs . i will not give up studies bcorz of wadever reasons . and i know i will be struggling ... just like rouge crocodile. people struggle and survive but also death. but still they tried hard to survive , to live for a better life isnt? including insects and animals that had encountered danger. they are seriously great . corz even they are small they strive to survive.
wads the point of living when you are doing nothing and theres no goal in your life? and that you expect to take money from your parents your whole life? or get a pay of 1000-2000 per mth ? fark. anyway i believe just live with a better life and smile tru out.
today im down. i believe tml is a great day and that i'll greet each day with love in my heart. hees!
just continue to have faith and desire in wad ever you do ...
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____ x. [ 20010' Joanne's wishList .
____ x. [ IT'S JUST ME. *
name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.
my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.
coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone
HelloKITTY cafe / wedding /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels
For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +
... Links to all my darlings
Ichigobliss's MultiplyPage
MummyloveDaddy's MultiplyPage
Mummylovedaddy
Angeline
LESly
SinDEE
JESSica
Poly Classmates
DarylOng
Shoonie
Dennis
Wendy
Franklin colleagues
JiahWei
♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀