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Saturday, February 24, 2007 4:52 AM

losing the sense of what am i doing
the sense of what should i do .

talked with kel and that idiot nick came and thanks fer ur swaning
nabei . im pissed. thanks

cashier clash. cb! i mean it's so easy to settle , but its like being made till so messy. and wtf! jon came and i asked fer help , he said ,"why you messed up such easy thingy ? " and he turned to tok to kel. thanks so much for ur kindness. the prob is im not keying everything. i intend to stop but ferleen intend to help , but just it's wrost , anyway my mood was just -0 degree !

thanks so much.

life is not so easy. so wad if i mean to look in a positive way.
i mean , well , i would want too.
im being so fake lar. i realised . but wad should or am i supposed to do ?
im in pub-line. what more could give me fast and easy cash ? i mean,
hey other then pros lar. nabei. HAIIS YAR.
thought its only 600++ a mth , why i sound as if its earning much ?

im seriously not happy today . how am i supposed to expressed myself ?
tru ? by ?
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO ?

i can live day by day by myself.
i can be as independent as how one can be .
i can do wadever anyone deem .
but i just feel so empty. so bored.

friends ? haha. i used to have so so many .
as time passed, all are busy in their own stuffs and that each grown to fufil what they wants.
aquaintance? well , i dun really like that , you know i will just hit it off with a smile.

anyway thanks so much kel talked to me. i think at least he understands and knows wad im doing , though not 100% , but at least he knows a lill.
thanks for a cust keep pushing tips to us. haha. and today tips is 40++. well , not much but today cust not many though.

i was told that i cud get u to solve my probs , cause u will always be there ,well , u think i dare? u think its right ?

FRIENDS are indeed impt , in fact so so impt to me too. once or perhaps always. but i din realised im insignificant lar. i dun knoe . perhaps im nt supposed to say insignificant , but just you cant live w/o friends den .i know. i was once like that. and im so sorry to tell him - im sorry . now i understand and realised.

im stuffing myself with vcds , youtubes and tbies.
my girl , hana kimi , channel Us and 8s. haha. cool.
so this is how my life supposed to be . perhaps i missed the old ones.

am i supposed to look forward or back to time machine ?

Joanne-
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