Matured i can be ;
But who really understands me ?
Neither i can be
For the love that is within me
reminding me what i choose to be ;
was it present or was it To be ?
Life is all about complication
that involves in decision-makings ;
What else can i say for the life i wan to live in ?
Is it being happy or is it just living ?
Encraving for the truth that fell beyond me
Pushing away the lies that i used to live
Living in memories ;
for fear is haunting .
Stop me from doing this
As it will surely harm me.
Always choose to stay in future
For one might not know what we will see...
after few weeks of wrking and hectic life ,
i find that im so exhausted.
i realised i have good girl friends.
i love them.
i really love them .
they did a lort for me on 2601.
thanks wen fer baking the cake. but tt day was kinda drunk and forget to take pic of the cake leh =[ the strawbeeries as well.
and i got hello kitty cake from my dears.
a lort of presents , thanks . all i love no matter wad u guys give i will love .
mlysia trip was fun . well , at least its smth i wont forget .
4 places - city sq , pelangi , holiday plaza , jusco .
i got a big and tall porky. well thanks him too.
2 nice dinner , one at china sq jap rest and another at pelangi sushi
NAH im back to alone. ichigo ichigo.
staying free and happy okay ? =]
lastly , thanks all my dears.
muacks!
TIRED .
life is boring
but also up and downs. lol
independent i can be ,
for the love that had leave.
i shall be the one forsaking
to me it shall just be memories.
PS. if u happened to read my blog ,
just wanna tell you , i will transfer u money for starhub bills every 9th of the mth . but if friends we can be , meet up and pass to me . =]
tears haven been drop
for im feeling so wrong;
empty it has been
that it had never been rewind;
waiting is just a promise
that meant nothing as time passed by ;
forsake it and live by .
what am i doing ?
for that im worrying.
be it in lies or fantasie ,
no one is able to tell me.
decision is all on me.
craving for a unforseen ,
to me im still struggling
be it knowing or believing,
no one can understand me.
wanting a fantasie
that it will be just a story.
ending in just a minute;
that all seems so stupid.
trust me for this ;
and this will be the best thing.
money or love ?
that seems so a line of boundary.
make it happen or make it free .
its up to u to fulfil it.
i know all has been a story
that is ending
for the future no one can foresee.
make it though we are always loving
but i will not be so selfish .
live the way you want to live ,
and i will be it .
take care =]
for i will be happy.
Words that need to express tru speech
speech , something that used to convey messages to another party/parties
script that is used ;
message that is difficult to expressed.
Words that had been conveyed,
received and digested.
feeling mono-LESS, loss and understand-ing.
replies are nothing ;
for that it brings no promise.
loving is everything ,
be it staying in our memories.
Life is just all about giving and receiving
this is wad am i doing ?
Days are values
Numbers are just digits
and so what should i be doing ?
loving or relying ?
for i feel nothing when i listen to this.
contradicting as it can be
i am some one who dun know what to be
senses od directions always mislead me
and you are always there to direct me
Life is so confusing
lucky you are always there to be with me .
be it someday either will leave
for this moment ,
let's make no promise
so there will be no breakings.
and noone will be hurting.
grant my wish when i want it
for i believe i will be the one regreting.
loverstobe,
jo-ilujxen
well, im still freaking tired. for there is still schooling. AWWWW. SCIENCE!
my COG got E. and WTF. im sad lar pls. but i think i should deserve as i skipped too many lesson . but i skipped one UT =[ the wrost grade is cog alr . HAIYAR. stupid me sia. I CANNOT GET THE FACT TT I CANT PASSED ADVANCE!
someone scold me stupid pls.
things ain't getting better , but i will not bother . for everything and life still carry. wrking is in my piority . for money is important to me.
okays. today end here . lol im slping soon. just feeling so damn tired lar. =]
nites.
nah. im so bored ...
i nearly fell asleep lar . freak lar. having theory later .
oh god ; i htink i have been good these few day of 2007. i need some presents . and just blessed that i will passed my theory today .PLS.
well , today lesson abt blog ; and they are tokin abt blog now . then made me think of my blog that i had abandon for quite a long time .
XIN ZAI TIAO - LI MING .
wth and i fell in love with this song ?
if i had never ...
if i had ever ...
dental dental ... can i take out my braces today ? LOL .
well , seriously i just wish to be the same rather then puttin retainer .
that is so freaking troublesome okays .
kays well , today not wrking and i think deathnote today yea ? lol
but im just so freaking tired corz of 3 hrs sleep. im totally not enough okays .
kays think i am being introvert . and i dun know why .
some one to acc me tru out the times okays ?
im at home. NUA-ing.
well; ytd was freaking pathetic. i think i seriously hate her lar. pple say pple copy ; pple say pple do . No sense of leading own decision. stupid plus farker. say wad u mean . im not being sensitive here. but i dun knoe somehow i hate u so much .
NAHs. wadever she got her own life. well ; life is just like this. i think im just being kpo. haha stupid joanne. kays.
i swear and promise , i will never ever probe into other pple life. be it im selfish or kpo , haha not my problem lar.
well dear , the 2 movie ticket i think we gonna watch on mon after my theory and dental. =D hope its going to be a lucky movie. ilu. takecare.
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____ x. [ 20010' Joanne's wishList .
____ x. [ IT'S JUST ME. *
name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.
my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*
____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.
coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone
HelloKITTY cafe / wedding /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels
For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +
... Links to all my darlings
Ichigobliss's MultiplyPage
MummyloveDaddy's MultiplyPage
Mummylovedaddy
Angeline
LESly
SinDEE
JESSica
Poly Classmates
DarylOng
Shoonie
Dennis
Wendy
Franklin colleagues
JiahWei
♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀