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Friday, December 15, 2006 5:31 AM

nahz!

im back . and now as usual its alr 535 . oh wtf* yar im always back ard this timing. and this is , PLS! counted as earliest . corz today crowd all tired easy so came back early .

went jalan kayu eat again. kays , jon cant make it bcorz they had a btl of rock and his fwen so all K.O.
okays, kelvin and sha thanks so much for opening btl. but NOT TO SAY U ARE BEING FORCED PLS. AHHH. crowd was pathetic. 2 tables. and we closed at 12am . LOL* cool ended up in dragonfly. i dun knoe wads so popular . perhaps its really new and cool ? =] but i still enjoy. hHAa

OKAY i lend wen all my stuffs. i better get them back! lol wen! see this rem WASH CLEAN MY JEANS AND RETURN ! =X LOL. the jeans i love so much . lol

ahhh tml wrking agn. i shall nt grumble. corz its all money! i just need it sooo much. seriously i hope i can take at least 400$ back HOME! . i think my hse need my support soon sia . why the hell my bro will come towards me and tell me my mother is gg to broke ? -.-" i was farking shock . i mean dun tell me time really passed and he grown up ? oh wtf. he told me its my turn to tk of hse. AHHHH make me feel im getting old and need to hold some responsible to hse income. and wad?! my shopping is ending soon ? my cash gotta control when i love to spend so much on cab ; clothes ; enjoy life? IM NOT GRUMBLING LARRR. i mean am i supposed to be a bit grown up too ?

i believe HE cant get used to my life now. seriously again. i feel sorry. wen told me though i fite and kb at time with HIM , but somehow im feeling guilty rite. YES i am . but i know wad im doing . out of 10 times im wrking ,. yes i drink but how many times do i really get drunk . i believe its near to none pls. though promises cant make u feel secure at times , but here i am not forgetting u at all . this mth is just a lill tough fer me. corz one job for me is seriously nt enuff. the income , is just $300 ? or ? with tutions and allowance i cud get at least $800 pls. but now? lol i think i gt to be sensible eh ? OF CORZ I STILL WILL TAKE MONEY , BT i think ...yar control eh ?

i seriously get so lonely at this time. lol i used to talk wit him till i sleep. but too bad bcorz of this money i got to get adapt to certain things too . nah i shall say im just too selfish and greedy lar. if only i can get some 1k 4-d . fark man tt will be TOO shiok. ah lar , sounding so emo.

kays i shall stop all this and get back to realistic . lol. hopefully tml can open 1 more btl b4 payday. lol . at least i wnt be the lowest in comm anymore. im nt really int but i also dun wish to feel tt im lacking of the power to psycho pple. IRONIC eh ?

nites. * imuyid

Joanne-
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