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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
7:20 AM

okays im finally back at this timing agn .

i miss him so much . tt silly guy made me missed him so so much.
despite quarrels witin his family and ourselves , it made me missed him more.
that silly and farking att. make me hate him but also love him.
how the fark can pple made me this crazy . i dun wish him to be too restrictive , but i also dun wan him to hack care me. he's trying . i can see. sorry and thanks baby .

went dragonfly as usual , but this time is wit wen and angel . i think smth's on wit angel and emily. and thats why ... but i knoe 2 of them are just too diff to understand . lol ; had fun anyway . hope angel's not too sad =] wen is trying .. trying hard too. i wish and i hope =D silly girls!

today's pay day. but its not much and just $300. =[ my comm fer today sucks. lol .

AHHHH ... tml got event , dun knoe whether will it going to be bored or fun . =x
ehhhh hopefully is....

okays im officially get lost contact wit my JIN GUAI. wth! she's so busy wit her wrk!!!!!! im sad. i miss you stupid!! the times we always take bus early in the morning to SCHOOL and the time we meet up fer brks !! =[

haha. lastly i wan to thanks the 2 fellows who opened 6 btls fer nth . AH stupid lar . but thanks! =]
Joanne-
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Friday, December 15, 2006
5:31 AM

nahz!

im back . and now as usual its alr 535 . oh wtf* yar im always back ard this timing. and this is , PLS! counted as earliest . corz today crowd all tired easy so came back early .

went jalan kayu eat again. kays , jon cant make it bcorz they had a btl of rock and his fwen so all K.O.
okays, kelvin and sha thanks so much for opening btl. but NOT TO SAY U ARE BEING FORCED PLS. AHHH. crowd was pathetic. 2 tables. and we closed at 12am . LOL* cool ended up in dragonfly. i dun knoe wads so popular . perhaps its really new and cool ? =] but i still enjoy. hHAa

OKAY i lend wen all my stuffs. i better get them back! lol wen! see this rem WASH CLEAN MY JEANS AND RETURN ! =X LOL. the jeans i love so much . lol

ahhh tml wrking agn. i shall nt grumble. corz its all money! i just need it sooo much. seriously i hope i can take at least 400$ back HOME! . i think my hse need my support soon sia . why the hell my bro will come towards me and tell me my mother is gg to broke ? -.-" i was farking shock . i mean dun tell me time really passed and he grown up ? oh wtf. he told me its my turn to tk of hse. AHHHH make me feel im getting old and need to hold some responsible to hse income. and wad?! my shopping is ending soon ? my cash gotta control when i love to spend so much on cab ; clothes ; enjoy life? IM NOT GRUMBLING LARRR. i mean am i supposed to be a bit grown up too ?

i believe HE cant get used to my life now. seriously again. i feel sorry. wen told me though i fite and kb at time with HIM , but somehow im feeling guilty rite. YES i am . but i know wad im doing . out of 10 times im wrking ,. yes i drink but how many times do i really get drunk . i believe its near to none pls. though promises cant make u feel secure at times , but here i am not forgetting u at all . this mth is just a lill tough fer me. corz one job for me is seriously nt enuff. the income , is just $300 ? or ? with tutions and allowance i cud get at least $800 pls. but now? lol i think i gt to be sensible eh ? OF CORZ I STILL WILL TAKE MONEY , BT i think ...yar control eh ?

i seriously get so lonely at this time. lol i used to talk wit him till i sleep. but too bad bcorz of this money i got to get adapt to certain things too . nah i shall say im just too selfish and greedy lar. if only i can get some 1k 4-d . fark man tt will be TOO shiok. ah lar , sounding so emo.

kays i shall stop all this and get back to realistic . lol. hopefully tml can open 1 more btl b4 payday. lol . at least i wnt be the lowest in comm anymore. im nt really int but i also dun wish to feel tt im lacking of the power to psycho pple. IRONIC eh ?

nites. * imuyid
Joanne-
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
11:42 PM

IM SO BORED .

BUT i feel so relaxed staying at home doin gnth bt facing computer the whole day .
im so bored. doing nth but cant shop corz i simply left the pathetic 130$ till mth end .

but wen told me pay is cuming ard the 20th . this is soooo shiok !
went dragonfly ytd agn . this time wit melvin they all. and i was almost gonecase . b4 reaching der i was in the seh mode lar. but not bad lar im not K.O at last . went to eat "breakfast" with the 3 of them. and of corz craps and rubbishs lar . dragonfly got a ydk sing farking well . but his face not as ydk as seeing from far lar.

and here i am seems like a bitch eh ? dear ah . im nt flirting eh . dun forget afterall im belonging to you =x haha.

my right hands is so ache. probably pressing mouse continously fer long days / weeks / mth . \
and my two farking wrist is so small and thin lar. fark man. its just 13cm ! and its not a problem lar. BUT the problem is tt hands is so small but my body so farking big lar. SO IMPROPORTION LEH! kuku sia. it can just like brk off easily lar .


oh yar enter till here and my "enter" key drop off agn. basket .

anyway wrk half way ytd someone sms me and told me his mother came back frm mlysia and bought 3 tops fer me and he is jealous ! haha bcorz he only got 2 tops.
okays pls im seriously shocked lar.
i mean i dun tok much to his mother and i dun expect anything pls. first time someone's mother treat me so good okays ? =x
lol . so am i supposed to buy smth back too ? but wad am i suppose dto buy ? smth ... unisex or for ladies. OMG! i hate to think. hate to think of wad presents to buy. MORE TO COME XMAS REACHING. wahhhhhh can it just take PIE , a longer way to come ?
i dun have the cash wit me yet !


im wrking on sunday kinda scare lar. wrk wit jon alone. corz all along he likes wen more. and wrk wit him always dun know wad to say . its like...awww.

oh yar! back to smth i wanted to blog initially. was browsing pple blog these few days . and that though no one practically updated , bcorz of their busy stuffs , but i mean i saw their old posts , i got so so much to say .OPPs*

i mean it has made me feel that blog is certainly a place for pple to say wad they wan to say but nt to others but only to show how much attentions or care one needs. yar including me here .
blog is a place just for pple to know hows ur life has been ?
blog is just a place for pple to insert more understandings toward u
blog is anything or everything someone can owns at a certain time
so blog is wadever you define.

blog to me is just a place to get back hows my life and to show how much i love him.
yar that stupid FATTY.
NAHHHH his gg to busy his temple thingy till end of dec.
so he wont be free to read all these stuffs. but i dun blame him.
bcorz im wrking 5 days a week . and the timing is like opp.
so mutual understanding and trust is definately needed . so fatty i trust and miss you . =]

I HAD BEEN KBING so much things. and i shud be more gentle . now cb here and kb der.
so from now on i want to learn. !!! joanne tan will learn !

HUI LAI BA ; RANG WO ZHAO GU NI ; HENG XIN DE HENG XIN ; CHAO REN


Joanne-
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
2:13 AM

oh yes !
finally changed my blogskin. =D

i dun think anybody will get to see updates all over here.
corz it really has been ages eh .


YEA ; SWEET MOMENTS had passed .
i guess the next time to see him is on sat =D
i think this is the longest time we part ever since we are tgt .
we usually meet up after a few days.

im starting to wrk frm tml
and drinkinf and smking is gg to be as routine for me.

my commision fer this mth sure sucks like fark.
wad shud i say ? im just nt in luck for open btl .
if ever someone request ; it wud somehow be a miracle.

well ; i dun wish to get high commisions but if i have a low com ;
i will be said as " lousy"
or rather becorz im nt wrking hard.
AHH . be it wadever ; as long as they dun have a farking reason to stop my sheldue tts enuff.
corz im seriously need money !

for this 1 mth im supposed to earn as much as i can but i dun think ders any more PT jobs.
im supposed to be independent shudnt i ? =D

angel ah angel take care and be an angel kays?
dun be too negative u will demote to devil .

i miss JIN GUAI ; STUPID HER ALSO WRKING AND WRKING.
Joanne-
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Monday, December 11, 2006
1:04 AM

haha im just too lazy to change my blog skins.
nah nvm i will hcang when im free.
slept till 2pm at dear's hse.
not long yet long.
we are practically acting sweet these few days.
HE LIED TO ME TT IT WAS HIS HOLIDAYS FARKER.
and his fwen baotoh him while we were at sushi

mentioning abt sushi ,
we are celebrating our 14mth in advance and had sushiss.
its not tt ex but just $43 .
well , im gg broke soon . dun know why . but i tot i had been saving ? =x
HAHA.
well im just day dreaming i think i spend most of my money on clothes and him .
went mlysia tt day wit les. my HAPPY AND FUN DAY .
joanne had been changing her kind of styles.
from nerd, to wild to some other gundo gundo havoc style
HAHA.

okies peeps.
im wrking at TOXXIC @ CHEENAtwn practically from tues to fri .
feel free to come dwn eh ?
it boring without u guys. =X
TP AND WADEVER P CAN U PLS FASTER HOLIDAYS ?
and tts why i say RP sucks but rules in some terms! HAHA

im having my sweet times these few days but i believe its hard meeting him up also .
take care my dear too .
THOUGH U ALWAYS WATCH TV WHEN U ARE HERE.
AND SNATCHING MY SHOW!!
ASS. DUN FORGET MY XMAS PRESENT. =X
Joanne-
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