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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 11:42 PM

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im finally RE-BACK over here and today has been a good day fer me except for certain points lar.

woke up so damn early , actually not really lar ard 12 . lol* hovering whether to go down to re-perm hair or not , or to find COMEX's job . after much struggling and KB-ing from mother , we went dwn . and bcorz of gg down , i got so much farking naggins from her. wtf* how am i supposed to know whenever u take bus wif me , u always miss bus . and this made my fault . alrite i'll shut up. other then this , the rest of the day are perfectly fine . =D

perming is 84$ though no much diff. corz my hair too layered lar. stupid . but its okie lar . next is to save up and shop and then to tatoo . =D so jess and yar tt angel =x , when u guys wanna go down rem me! =D

okie , after that went down to ssdc . and okies. i finally done it ! and thank andreww this few days kip on niaming me ehh esp ytd when im reading .

im down with NEGTIVE , ATTITUDE PROBLEMS this few days and i hate ALL PPLE ARD ME , EXCEPT A FEW . well i admit im having damn fcuking serious attproblem and thats bcorz i feel everyone is farking busy dun knoe wif wad hella thingy . and no body seems to be bother wit their fwens. but anyway i will dislike selfish people. and for now , all i can say huh , i think pple do change lar so it's rather better to stay off from pple whom i had really long no contact . incase they had changed to sumbodie whom is not my kind of surrounding friends. i think i shall remain tutor or at the point i might wrk pub wit sumbodie also . anyway PPLE allowed . =D

FOR wadever reasons , im down wif paying everything mysellf SOON. corz i knoe she is damn broke soon . she had been using money left or kept in drawer and i only realised it TODAY. and farking , i still got dental $700 not paid . i think bills i can learn to cut dwn . AND for sum particular reasons , i seriously miss pple wrking at hark . i mean the PEOPLE. usually im not happy , my problems will be solved whenever i went there. but now , who am i gg to approach ?

i seriously regret not gg to zouk wif angel . im so boring staying over at home. and tt COMEX did not call back today . i bet it's nothing worth to be happy alr .

i agree that im being damn negative over here as i said b4 , i am DAMN negative and wadever this few days lar , if u read this and feel that i am really too emo , then just shut this window and dun make much comments. corz my life dun nid u . pple can back stabb me and dislike me so much but try to act as if they are my fwens WTH is this sia ?

im practically damn so emo that i had always been farking HIM off from time to time. i think he knows himself . and i dun wan it to be , but i can say im gg to suffer from EMO-ILLNESS. and wadever. i had been feeling so guilty each nite when i am just lying on bed. i had been tearing fer dun knoe how many endless nites lar. fark im becuming more and more like cry baby .
*so sorry lar. i think this few words is really suitable fer you =] and lastly , ilu <3

okies. RP holiday is finally OFFICIALLY START from TODAY. and i wan to make this one WHOLE month as busy as whoever cant contact me lar. hopefully i can . i just dun wan a day to be at home , except a few days to be resting at home or perhaps hanging out wit HIM.

hopefully my EMO-illness is ending soon lar.

Joanne-
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