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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
11:42 PM

THIS BLOG IS NOT AUTHORISED BY ANYONE .


im finally RE-BACK over here and today has been a good day fer me except for certain points lar.

woke up so damn early , actually not really lar ard 12 . lol* hovering whether to go down to re-perm hair or not , or to find COMEX's job . after much struggling and KB-ing from mother , we went dwn . and bcorz of gg down , i got so much farking naggins from her. wtf* how am i supposed to know whenever u take bus wif me , u always miss bus . and this made my fault . alrite i'll shut up. other then this , the rest of the day are perfectly fine . =D

perming is 84$ though no much diff. corz my hair too layered lar. stupid . but its okie lar . next is to save up and shop and then to tatoo . =D so jess and yar tt angel =x , when u guys wanna go down rem me! =D

okie , after that went down to ssdc . and okies. i finally done it ! and thank andreww this few days kip on niaming me ehh esp ytd when im reading .

im down with NEGTIVE , ATTITUDE PROBLEMS this few days and i hate ALL PPLE ARD ME , EXCEPT A FEW . well i admit im having damn fcuking serious attproblem and thats bcorz i feel everyone is farking busy dun knoe wif wad hella thingy . and no body seems to be bother wit their fwens. but anyway i will dislike selfish people. and for now , all i can say huh , i think pple do change lar so it's rather better to stay off from pple whom i had really long no contact . incase they had changed to sumbodie whom is not my kind of surrounding friends. i think i shall remain tutor or at the point i might wrk pub wit sumbodie also . anyway PPLE allowed . =D

FOR wadever reasons , im down wif paying everything mysellf SOON. corz i knoe she is damn broke soon . she had been using money left or kept in drawer and i only realised it TODAY. and farking , i still got dental $700 not paid . i think bills i can learn to cut dwn . AND for sum particular reasons , i seriously miss pple wrking at hark . i mean the PEOPLE. usually im not happy , my problems will be solved whenever i went there. but now , who am i gg to approach ?

i seriously regret not gg to zouk wif angel . im so boring staying over at home. and tt COMEX did not call back today . i bet it's nothing worth to be happy alr .

i agree that im being damn negative over here as i said b4 , i am DAMN negative and wadever this few days lar , if u read this and feel that i am really too emo , then just shut this window and dun make much comments. corz my life dun nid u . pple can back stabb me and dislike me so much but try to act as if they are my fwens WTH is this sia ?

im practically damn so emo that i had always been farking HIM off from time to time. i think he knows himself . and i dun wan it to be , but i can say im gg to suffer from EMO-ILLNESS. and wadever. i had been feeling so guilty each nite when i am just lying on bed. i had been tearing fer dun knoe how many endless nites lar. fark im becuming more and more like cry baby .
*so sorry lar. i think this few words is really suitable fer you =] and lastly , ilu <3

okies. RP holiday is finally OFFICIALLY START from TODAY. and i wan to make this one WHOLE month as busy as whoever cant contact me lar. hopefully i can . i just dun wan a day to be at home , except a few days to be resting at home or perhaps hanging out wit HIM.

hopefully my EMO-illness is ending soon lar.


Joanne-
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
11:28 PM

CHANGED A BLOGSKIN .

AND I LOVE STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE.
HEES*

I FEEL LIKE IM LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF STRAWBERRIES LAR .

I felt tt im a criminal , tt i had to stayed home all day long.
the wrost feeling i ever had . fCuk .
i just cant find anyone out ,
BE it NO money , exams cuming , acc-ing bf , wrking , AND WADEVER.
RP is suck lar wad can i say . always having holidays at the wrong time.
KNNCCB. i need another work be4 i bcum crazy .
IM BEING DAMN FCUKING attp .. i dun knoe why , whoever i had sacastic today ,
fer all i can say was tt im sorry .
iim just feeling so fcuking bored . and i always dun like the feeling of gg out and cuming home
alone. esp 7th mth . okays i admit. im TIMID . is it okie ?

And wadever illness i has now pls get away from me. i just cant feel anything rite , i ate wad i vomit out. and i still wan to eat lol. my head is making me miserable too .
so i think i will be staying home all the way till wadever polys holidays lar.
FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK
i always tell myself ; im just saving up my money!

im waiting fer him to cum home and my eyes closing soon.
i had been facing lap fer the whole day .
and so many stupid things happened.

wah lao ehh , da chang jin de han shang gong damn fcuking pretty . lols

i want watch MAGICIAN LOVE =[


Joanne-
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Friday, August 18, 2006
2:24 PM

today is the last week of cognitive and i did not turn up bcorz of stupid fever and splitting headache . everything is making me so restless. so sad lar , did not attend the 16th lesson. lol tot it was supposed to be a memorial one .

okies , im just finding that sumtime when pple claimed that they are wad frien wad friend , its all just so silly lar. sumtime pple can tend to be 2-head snakes , sum can be so innocent and so naive . and sum can be acting how close are they to you , but all was just rubbishs lar . tts why i say i dun trust in anybodie anymore . i find that all pple are so rubbish toking craps. i dun like this kind of pple exisit . I WANT THEM ALL TO BE VANISH . I DUN NID THEM TO BE ON THIS EARTH .

learnt abt privacy and realised blogging abt hark stuffss , im wrong . but i think it doesnt matter alr . corz im really just now happy. YOUWEI: how are you ? how's things getting ? =D hopefully thing aint going any wrong fer u lar . =]

im struggling so much fer money . if anybodie need tution , call me lar LOL. im freelance lar .=]

damn boringg.. eeeks. SIAN SIAN SIAN.


Joanne-
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
12:24 AM

and oh dear im back . i've freaking forsake my blog bcorz of online stuffss. lol
anyway all shopping babes , my fwen and i had setup a newly online shopping @ www.temptation-dj.blogspot.com IT'S NEW NEED SUPPORT =D thx . crazy shopping temptation! MORE UPDATES WILL CUMING SOON . STAY TUNED !

AL rite , enuff of all this. i think this entries is supposed fer HIM and only hIM. haha he will be unhappy if he knoe i forsake him bcorz of online tingy . he is not happy. haha he will say tt i want online dun wan him. i spent more time online then him =x lol

IM USED TO THAT FATTY SILLY. and im alwayswondering wht is there is ever a day i lost or left him ? perhaps i will not get used to my life ? perhaps the stars wud fall from the sky ?
PERHAPS ... i wud not dare to hink for the wrost of it . i will just do my best not to forget neither to let him go off my clutches. BUT any way in my clutches is not as bad as in HIS okies? HIS is so bad .

in facts , im going to say he same old thing. without that day of sitting at esplanade exchanging RUBBISHS , we wont be of wad / who we are today . actually need to thank one guy who i think im greatly sorry to him - a very very very NICE guy who worth to love v much . i think im a bitch to him . anyway i need to thank him if not i wud not had ended up wit THIS FATTY Over here.

LOOK over here , all the smses i had NOT DELETED , caused i had all transferred it INTO THE DISK IN MY HEART . there is a place for you to store all ur swit msges . a place for you to live in . well. this may be u knoe .. N-16 , but i mean fer wadever i said . LOL . BABIE , u are not childish and not wildful in the past , everybodie seems to be that IN DA past , but one tends to grow and u had learnt how to make me love you and i had learnt how to love you more each day . =D sorrows and misery does not ever occurred in our 10 mths but it was just a process whereby before we reach happiness . tru the lifetyme of bliss , i'll lay my love and hold you rite to my heart , showed you the way to the bliss where it only stays YOU AND ME.

LASTLY , happie 10th mth . I LOVE YOU . =D


Joanne-
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
12:26 AM

i miss him so much .knn fark cb ! always made me cried . URGH. FCUK.

studied so much abt that stupid [ plagarism ] WOW! the laws , the INTELECTUALL PROPERTY . -.-" made me run away from school to meet my babiess , but i just dun understand whoever , which pair of COUPLES went out wif us , they will ended up QUARREL LAR. URGHH*

i think i know why , it must be that devil! if not is bcorz we are toooo sweet ... lol

OKIES. I MET MY JESS! I LOVE HER , SHE IS PRETTIER DAY BY DAY AND FATTER . YES VON , SHE IS A BIT FAT . LOL BUT STILL SO SWEET . LOL I HATE HER LAR , SHE IS ALWAYS LIKE A PRINCESS! =P

OKIES . my PAPALIO is BORN . hees. 080806 tuesday .

pearl white PAPALIO*
sum farking CB say this is ugly , but its okie =D as long i like jiu hao . tt farkr u becareful , i'll kill you lar! THIS IS THE 1ST TYME IM WILLING TO SPENT SO MUCH ON SUMTHING I STEP ON FLOOR. =X

im so tired , my eye lid are so damn heavy .
I SAW SHUTING . SHE IS STILL SO MINI! HAHAHAHA.
ANGEL ; club soon .
JESS ; club soon .
DEE ; club soon.
LES ; grow up soon .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA U CANNTO DUN FWEN ME AHH ..
i love MILUBING AND I LOVE TT FARKER DEVIL . =D I LOVE EDDIE ONG !
Joanne-
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
11:31 PM

YOUR TEMPER V.S UR HOROSCOPE

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.

JOANNE : this is seriously true for an auqarius eh . I CAN HARDLY get get unles u provoke me . always trying to be the naggy ones when it cums to tangles situations. BUT i only know how to advice pple but not myself .
i hate being accused , i will flared up bcorz of being accused. EG hark incidents eh . im petty , i admit eh corz i can harp on tt situation .. , LIKE NOW im nagging. =x

VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

EDDIE : i think its so rather true , you did have a gentle and patience nature , but you can never meet in a arguments , corz you SUCKS. you can often used urself to threaten others indirectly and will made pple scare . YOU ARE A SORE-LOSER. you often will say ai yar let you let you, trying to act GIFING in to others. but you actually is not happy wif wad is going on . lastly , you can be as petty as aquarius !





Joanne-
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12:07 PM

YAWNS* im so tired lar.

later still got 2 students to teach . lucky its not tt PRI 1 anymore. i mean okie lar. he's really a fun loving student. he can be quite good boy at tymes.

i have been busy viewing onling products lols.
okies. on AUG 1st , T.I.A.R.A was founded . comprising of carrie - the LOUD , joy , - the LAMER , zihui - the SOFT , lance - the FLIRTer , Chris - the gentleman , Tingweii - the stupid boy , cheelup - the daddy ,and of corz myself .lols

well , it was supposed to be a GOSSIP association eh . =x

okies. im seriously in need of money . dun ask me for wad. i just need it . for wadso ever thingy ! omg! i just CRAVING FOR MONEY , i wan MONEY larrrr .. =[ tution jobs is really not enuff to cover up my bill expenese , daily expenses and shoppin expenses. well , ...

should i or should i not? i dun wish to lose certain things becorz of certain decision . PLS.
just let me WIN SOME LOTTERY LARR.. urgh.

TT AP WOMAN IS REAL AP . I HAD GOT NO MONEY . if u dun wanna tok , then it shall be , i wont speak up also . i wont asked u to sponsor me money also. i will earn my own lar. CB.
Joanne-
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