im back from all the things recently .

i think im supposed to go on an revision of myself . i mean ...

JOANNE is not pretty neither she is cute .
She is noisy as well as she is not femine.
She has a ah - lian image,even though she is not .
She has a bad attitude even though she understands you .
She always act as if everyone owns her and as if she is a princess,
that her bf always got to do minor things fer her .
she get jealousy easily at tymes.
she get quiet when she is not well , not happy but not angry .
she can get hurt and being sensivity for your words to her.
she often filled with bad words even though she is just joking and doesnt mean anything .
she is lame when she is only crapping and jokings.
she is thicked -skinned at times as she just wants to be protective to herself when others hurled or bully at her.
she always want to learn to be independent though she hates to be.
She is flirt at times , when she saw someone who is as cool as HE JUN XIANG .
and so ...



because she owns all this points, there are people who do not really like JOANNE and ends up comparing her to other more femine , good , nice girl .


i mean , is it time to change myself into sumone much more better too ? sumone of 18yr old . and not remain as wad i am till 21? wad if i am who i am till 21 ? ppl will goin to start saying i am childish . im not angry neither am i unhappy wif anything or any body . noth made me do all this. but this is just sumthing to remind me tt i am not supposed to be wad i am .

i mean for all the least i shud stop hurling vulgarities. and stop my attitudes , or rather be someone with NOT that ahlian looks, though i know there is nothing i cud do to my face since im born with that . stop being so dependent on people and not to be loud in everything. i knoe i will still be myself for the tyme being but i will definitely changed for the better ... i mean sumone of my age.

i had this BF who supports me in wadever i do . i will never forgets everythiing he said ytd nite. seriously im touched by all his words which comfort me when i feel tt he do not understands me. sumone who always claimed he will be der for me when im inneed. and now der he is ... baby. i love you .


seriously lost contact wif my baby jessica. and got to meet her up wif my lesly , sindee. and pls. they are goin to be my life tyme buddies. i love you guys. and i love ytd triple dates! i mean even though tru out thie LIFE TIME thingy , there are goin to be DOWNs and DOWNs and DOWNs , but i knew we will cre8 more UPs , as well as HAPPINESS for this LONG-LIFE TYME FRIENDSHIP. =D watched RE-CYCLE .its a touching ghost show? lols. not bad. kinda scary but i wont say tt its lame and not able to understand . but i will say its a not bad show. oh yar . at BEN AND JERRY , ders soccer fans... ALL PHOTOS WILL BE UPLOADED TO MY-MULTIPLY. =D



*we will be the "LJS" w/o another J for ONLY the tyme being.
" the copy right version of LONG JOHN SILVER. =D *

the POWER of soccer at BEN and JERRY.

* PLS DUN ABANDON ME * I WONT WANNA LIVE IN A PLACE WHERE THINGS ARE BEING ABANDONED.

ALL PPLE OUT DER WHO KNOW JOANNE TAN.SM , PLS DUN EVER FORGET ME . =D