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Sunday, June 25, 2006 2:09 AM

here i am blogging but der a silly boy luffing at a computer wif youtube goin on. lols
JAPAN stupid humorous thingy made him luff as if HE`S REALLY FYNE AND NOT HAVING FEVER GOIN ON .

wad the hell im getting so paranoid over his fever and wadever other illness .

bcorz of tt dengue thingy goin on nowadays.
i mean .. he had been having fever for the past few days . im really worried okie. AND AT THE SAME TYME I AM HATTING HIM. I HATE PPLE ,esp my closest relative to be SICK.
CORZ I dun like to TAKE CARE of pple. tts why i HATE pple who are sick cause it made me only WORRIED. urgh . the feeling of thinkin too much sucks. i mean i scare he will be like fever suddenly rise and like passing out anytume or wadever thingy . EVEN THOUGH HE CLAIMED TO BE HOW STRONG HE IS OKIE. but all are just LIES to make one feel better. he`s like getting fever ANYTYME .

im really getting too paranoid . im crazy !

HARK IS LIKE ATTRACTING SUM IRRITATING CUSTOMERS OKIE. I JUST DUN LIKE, I MIGHT QUIT AND GET ANOTHER JOB ANYTYME. but i misses pple over there. i really do . they are obviously just like my family. i am getting lazier to travel tt far. feel like wrking in PUB. but i know sumone dun allow . i just need another higher pay job. im greedy and selfish . ONE JAP MAN IS ALR FARKING ENUFF TO HANDLE. getting frunk and spouting those nonsenses . follow by sum kuku KIDS ; i mean even though they are 23 alr , DONT THEY KNOE WAD IS LIKE STOP BEING SO TROUBLESOME AND YAYA IN SUM WAYS? i mean they came early wif a grp of 13 pple, SO WAD ? wanted changing of place is okies , 2 tymes? its okies , takign menus and other things from other tables. PLS dun u guys haf sum considerations ? they request to be like having sum activity to enetertain them when 9pm is having some performance or wadever . wth* its like NOONE EVER WANT TO BE IN THEE WAY. they say tt CANT POSSIBLE TO let them ONE WHOLE GRP wait fer 2 hrs fer their turn to start rite? oH YAY ? JUST BCORZ U GUYS ARE IN ONE WHOLE GRP DOESNT MEAN U GUYS HAF ANY PIORITY OKIE ? KIDS! NO RESPECT AT ALL . WTH!! this is like farking spoilt my whole evening . URGH .. STUPID BUNCH OF KIDS!

so i decided not to touch on that PARTICULAR TABLE anyway . its rather farked up . i dun feel like making myself more irritated.

IDIOT! AKE CARE PLS. IF I AM GOIN TO BE LIKE SO PARANOID , I WILL GO CRAZY . I WILL BE YOU BAO HU SE. TML UR BAO HU SE WILL BE BROWN. MAKE SURE U WEAR IT . MAY GOD BLESS U . =X

Joanne-
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