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Monday, June 26, 2006
10:40 PM

I AM SO BLOODY TIRED .

im falling asleep anytyme. BUT I HAD NOT FINISH READING TRU communication notes
i mean i had slept fer alr 6 hrs , how cum im still tired ?

I HAVEN GO TRU COMMUNICATION NOTES! i mean i wan to get BETTER result other then Ds okies. PLEASE GOD .

just read tru carrie`s blog. she told me tt she and her boy , and it true ! LOL i think she dun really wan to tell me truth it corz i told her about what i tot b4 , mayb this led her dun feel like telling me a cmfamtion ans loh. but im so much happy again . AT LEAST LOVER ARE STILL TGT AGAIN! all the best . but closing blog , if u are happy with it , go for it then . =D i will support u . dun think so much. NO SEX , NO REGRET , NO wadever lar. =D long lifee eh . lols .

I GOT "A" FOR COGNITIVE . I MEAN I DID NT REALLY PUT MY HEART IN IT ! but i will wrked hard. i mean i wont waste money fer tt module again . pls god. LET ME PASS MY SCIENCE AND MATH TOO ...PLS!!

OH GOD! BILL just came in ! and it was 111$ -.-" not bad ehh plus up my starhub. BUT!! beginning i did not save up . if not it wud be less then 90 . haii. THIS MTH ANY ONE WANNA CALL ME PLS CALL ME AFTER 9AM OR 9 PM. =D

i miss dear okies. lol i mean im kinda crazy . lols
Joanne-
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12:58 AM

Im so tired!!

i hate to like SERVE UPON people. so tired .
din reALLy slp well all nite long pls. really slept at ard 3+ to 4 + then woke up ard 830++

im so so tired .
*yawns*

im feeling i can faint any moment ehh ..
my stomach is rejecting any food i eat in.
i cant just eat muchh .

but i knoe i must be strong. if not i cant tk of sumone else .
baby. just get well soon . even though im always hurling at you .
take care.


Joanne-
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
2:09 AM

here i am blogging but der a silly boy luffing at a computer wif youtube goin on. lols
JAPAN stupid humorous thingy made him luff as if HE`S REALLY FYNE AND NOT HAVING FEVER GOIN ON .

wad the hell im getting so paranoid over his fever and wadever other illness .

bcorz of tt dengue thingy goin on nowadays.
i mean .. he had been having fever for the past few days . im really worried okie. AND AT THE SAME TYME I AM HATTING HIM. I HATE PPLE ,esp my closest relative to be SICK.
CORZ I dun like to TAKE CARE of pple. tts why i HATE pple who are sick cause it made me only WORRIED. urgh . the feeling of thinkin too much sucks. i mean i scare he will be like fever suddenly rise and like passing out anytume or wadever thingy . EVEN THOUGH HE CLAIMED TO BE HOW STRONG HE IS OKIE. but all are just LIES to make one feel better. he`s like getting fever ANYTYME .

im really getting too paranoid . im crazy !

HARK IS LIKE ATTRACTING SUM IRRITATING CUSTOMERS OKIE. I JUST DUN LIKE, I MIGHT QUIT AND GET ANOTHER JOB ANYTYME. but i misses pple over there. i really do . they are obviously just like my family. i am getting lazier to travel tt far. feel like wrking in PUB. but i know sumone dun allow . i just need another higher pay job. im greedy and selfish . ONE JAP MAN IS ALR FARKING ENUFF TO HANDLE. getting frunk and spouting those nonsenses . follow by sum kuku KIDS ; i mean even though they are 23 alr , DONT THEY KNOE WAD IS LIKE STOP BEING SO TROUBLESOME AND YAYA IN SUM WAYS? i mean they came early wif a grp of 13 pple, SO WAD ? wanted changing of place is okies , 2 tymes? its okies , takign menus and other things from other tables. PLS dun u guys haf sum considerations ? they request to be like having sum activity to enetertain them when 9pm is having some performance or wadever . wth* its like NOONE EVER WANT TO BE IN THEE WAY. they say tt CANT POSSIBLE TO let them ONE WHOLE GRP wait fer 2 hrs fer their turn to start rite? oH YAY ? JUST BCORZ U GUYS ARE IN ONE WHOLE GRP DOESNT MEAN U GUYS HAF ANY PIORITY OKIE ? KIDS! NO RESPECT AT ALL . WTH!! this is like farking spoilt my whole evening . URGH .. STUPID BUNCH OF KIDS!

so i decided not to touch on that PARTICULAR TABLE anyway . its rather farked up . i dun feel like making myself more irritated.

IDIOT! AKE CARE PLS. IF I AM GOIN TO BE LIKE SO PARANOID , I WILL GO CRAZY . I WILL BE YOU BAO HU SE. TML UR BAO HU SE WILL BE BROWN. MAKE SURE U WEAR IT . MAY GOD BLESS U . =X
Joanne-
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
3:19 PM

im so bored now. i had got nth to do ehh . =[

so boring! should have asked lance to acc me. =x LOL. but i think he wrking also . URGHh so boring ...

IM seriously missing JESS. after all the UPs and DOWNs , im so worried for her . TT LILL GIRL. pls. she is mature in looking. but she is not as strong as what you think okie? =x i mean no matter how strong she is she still need a wall for her to lean on and rest on. FRIENDS are supposed to be der fer her rite? i mean i serioulsy cant find anytyme to like goin out wib her. =[ i seriously MISSING HER BABY. be strong okies? I LOVE YOU. <3

my stomach is like in a cramp or rather its my backache. making me feel like... SLPING FOREVER . =x lols.

anyway staying at home lke this is totally terrible . i mean later wrking. hopefully stomach wont GIF ANYMORE TROUBLES PLS! I wan to work happily . =D i need CASH pls!

LALALALA*
Joanne-
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
10:18 PM

i wan to watch xing liang 18 sui . lols. er zuo ju zi wen ! im goin to catch these 2 show . dear just to inform u in advance eh .HAHA.


joanne will only be quiet in 3 situations . when
- she is not happy , nt happy doesnt mean angry pls.
- she wanted to kip smth in her heart and not to say out .
- when she`s nt really feeling well .

so dun cum to a conclusion that when joanne is quiet she is ANGRY. pls. i am not. if im really angry , i will just shut up for a moment but will eventually shout out! to that particular person.

i still think my ideal guy is HE JUN XIANG .

today had a slacking module cause we had a MR NICEGUY.
had nth much to do read up sum things and i had been realising am i really impt to her i mean EVER ONCE ? just in the past ? ONCE? or am i always sumone for u to backstabb or sumone to be der only when you need me ? it had really been such a dissaptment. i dun think i wanna care much . cause ever since i had given up. but i always want myself to forget all these not good ones . how i wish you are not like this. but i am really too upset.

i am so damn full now. drank 2 wolfberries honey . hahA. my drinkin dinner. i every nite want to drink this! =x hopefully my eyesight can be improved. =x LOL

sumtymes fwens are ridiculous lar. i dun understand. they dun really can be trusted. it is all so silly. " to be or not to be , that only a question " if you think tt they cant be trusted , they arent worth ur trust. but if u think they do , vice versa. AI YAH . STUPID LAR. im not PMS.

IT SHOUT OUTS!

i miss jack , even though dun really like her , sumkind missed her naggings. miss kana swaning by them .LOL. ITC - tyme is short but it are all sweet.

darl ; get back to health soon PLS. i hate you being sick . get well soon then i will treat you nice. . if u are still sick , i will BE BAD TO YOU. =x lols. love ya .
Joanne-
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
2:09 PM

okies this is boring .

presentations starting soon and this is the most boring module which i HATE the MOST too ... URGH.

im so much better. yay! lols. the freaking stomach and gastric better stop making me irritated. but anyway .. i ate tako. its nice okies.

HE JUN XIANG HE JUN XIANG HE JUN XIANG .!!

LOL. i got no wer to go later after school. this is boringg . i dun feel like goin home so early. i got nth to do ehh ..... HOW ?!?! this is so LONELY. LOLs.
Joanne-
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Monday, June 19, 2006
10:15 PM

seriously it had been ages updating this blog except for the template.

well ; finish ZHONG JI YI BAN ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN. these are really nice and funny shows. i enjoyed watching . and finally i had finish these ytd !

was quite busy wif stuffs like works , struggling out wif friends , shoppin GSS , hanging all day wif HIM ...

went to watched garfield just now. was nt as funny as garfield1 .

IM NOT FEELING WELL. definatly not well. its suffering . wth did i get this suffering from . =[
having gastric and stomach flu , its freaking pain . and i had got no mood fer everything . im having dizzy spells making me feel like DYING lar. !

but anyway all this sucks . and tml there UT! wth . this tyme im going to do my best and nt diddy daddy. im MC 2 days but i need to get better result okie. im nt goin to stayed back for this kinda freaking bo liao modules.

im so tired. dear im missing you.
thx ivan fer ur lollipop. =]
Joanne-
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
12:15 AM

OKIES. IM SO TIRED NOW .

and I HABEN EVEN TOUCHED MY BASIC THEORY ! OH WTH! I TOT its wed . wad the heck now then i relised today is alr the 12th !! URGHH !! I MUST PASSED THIS TYME ! ADVANCE ADVANCE PLS PRAY FER ME ...

DEAR GOD . PLS . LET ME KNOE TT ITS TRUE ...
i onlie wished to passed it . pls . anyone acc me to yck ? lols.

i seems like i had shopped for the whole week . lol. i had spent 50 continous for almost 3 days ? wahahaha i seemed rich eh ? try to shopped fer sales stuffs but here is nice , there is good , no decision. its supposed to be dear`s shopping day but ended up he`s say , " dear , can i shopped my clothes first ? " WTH! =x corz bugis is ladies` wear okies. ASS. AND PLS STOP MAKING ME ANGRY . IM ATTACHED WIF SO SO MANY WRINKLES ALR OKIE!

met waisheng + a girl : orchard MRT . no changes . still black black. but the girl wear tube sexy de hor!

saw leo + jianhong + each of their GIRL fwen : cineleisure , outside more than words . DUN PRAY PRAY. they [ the girls ] anti social eh . i scare they slapped me. chatted awhile wif one cig tyme. both of them no much changes.

saw javier : bugis S & K . wth! this guy standing der saying " hi welcum to S and K. i kept on luffing. and i din realised he`s my school mate ! oh wth . he changed so so much. tall , MORE man , and style eh ? i really din notice him until he callled " JOANNE ! " then i took 2 min to realised who is he. he`s reallie changing. and did he took the bean stalk given by JACK? wth! so tall ehh ! i mean he used to be as short as jess okie. and pple tot he is jess`s bro . hahaha. i think if any of u guy see him , u will think tt he`s 24 okies! YAR . ITS EXCATLY TT OLD LOOKING. oops i mean MATURE LAR.

saw dragon @ bugis street . WAHAHAH. a modern hairdresser. but he still as GIRLY AS EVER. haha. i dun mean it. but ever since wrking in happy cup , he`s so girl gurl look ookies. lols. but kute eh . =D

OKIES. all the above guys had been long lost contact by me, and so happie tt can catch up wif them i mean yea though its a few min toks. but so suprising to knock onto so many long lost fwen . I MISS THEM . MISSED WRKING IN HAPPY CUP , HANGING OUT WIF JH [ i mean the joker ] , CRAPPING WIF WS , AND LASTLY TOKIN TO JAVIER.

SUM IDIOT FOUGHT WIF ME OVER GUYS MATTER. OKIES I HAD ENUFF . AND i said after the 10 tymes , i i will forgif u . lols. idiot !

okies i shall stop here. update all pics to multiply .and im goin to studie fer tml theory ! GOD BLESS !
Joanne-
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Monday, June 12, 2006
2:44 AM

OMG ! IM BACK ! IM BACK FROM DRAMA SERIES. lol

oh my bloody , sumtyme im really wondering those taiwan directors and scripwriters are damn bloody idiots. they can flim and produce such dramas omg! its so NICEE ... URGHH! mvp qing ren made me fell in love wif xie zhi , kuang ai long juan feng made me fell zai zai kute , vivian hse so pretty , forbidden city made me love gino and dun knoe who . i mean pple from KONE. ohh wad the hell.. and now ... er mo zai shen bian. WAHHHH!! they are so cool. i missed guy who are so sweet ... so kute ... and bball.

IF ONLY I HAD A BF WHO KNOWS HOW TO PLAY BBALL AGAIN .
IF ONLY I HAD BF WHO IS RICH ENUFF .
IF ONLY I HAD A BF WHO IS TALL !
IF ONLY I HAD A BF WHO IS STRONG !
AND
IF ONLY I HAD A KUTE DEVIL BF !

too bad ;
EDDIE ONG WEI LI , got ALL NONE of the followings stated on the above.
so SAD eh .

and i said ENGLAND YTD WILL WIN. U SAY WONT. U NBCB. HELLO KITTY FER ME ? =X

ivan is so noisy keep on asking me go shopping wif him. he gt 200 to shop leh! wth! i 20 also think bringing to shop. LOL. tml shopping again. wth! im nt atm ! lol. but alrite lah . i live my holidays to its fullest. except fer last week thurs. i did not spentd tyme till midnite. but fer the rest of the days of last week , i had spent my tyme to its fullest .LOL

okies went fantasie ytd and took all kinds of pic and ate my stingray and wadever all nice thingy.. WOW. YUMMIE... but expensive ehh ..

got this photobucket . its like multipy i had been using but i dun knoe how store pic inside eh . so used multiply instead. its not really for pple to see lar. but to keep it online so if com dwn ders still webbie. LOL. easy eh learn from those pretty gers who always store their big big eyes pic online eh. =x

okies. hark was in great mess today but glad im still able to handle ehh . and theres this kinda generous customer. he came in and asked fer coke family kind of drinks i told him theres no coke or sprite. so i intro him FIZZ. then he asked me whether the mango , bluberry or the strawberry one is nice i said mayb the mango ones , corz i like.and i said i dun liek the strawberry one. like very disgusting. =x haha. he tried the mango one @ 1st and i tell him if not he can try all the rest of the flavours then tell me which one nicer. NB ! HE REALLIE DRINK ONE AFTER ANOTHER AND then he tell me the strawberrie is nice -.-" HE`S RICH OKIE!

CARRIE AHH CARRIE UR TEO DUN WAN CUM OUT. STILL CUMING OUT A NORT ?? =X I MISS U SO SO MUCH . U DUN WAN ME ALR ?

FATTY ASS. ytd u made me fat tml u'll die . i spent finish ur money. HAHA.
missing you in process. take helicopter to me ... now!
Joanne-
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
10:44 AM

im awakened . cause i had been woken up . but its okies corz i made this decision ytd . went watch OMEN , was nt bad .

im always figuring . am i missing you or am i depending on you ? are you always an angel or are you a devil ? i had always got lost when im facing the fierce you . this is wad u scold me. " KNNBCCB" damn freaking in the morning. well * i had always detest pple scolding me. ESP YOU. but wad more cud i complain ? at certain tymes , you seemed the the angel of all and with a task of protecting me as well as gifing me happiness . but of all this certain tyme , there are also tyme whereby facing you i felt really lost . i dun knoe what`s more the fierce side of you will do . KILL ME ? SCOLD SOME FREAKING FARKING WRDS IN FRONT OF ME ? JUMP DWN ? WELL . I always scare tt one day i might just die in ur hands or rather you just do smth stupid to urself.

IS THIS SUPPOSED TO BE THREATENING ?

for all i can say im really missing you as well as scaring of you..u reallie never failed to made me fear of you . tears out from me are always the fearness towards you and not im under wad stress . im always lost in facing that KIND of you . PLS. this is wad i onlie know to do - CRY. this is not the way to get ur sypathetic . but all i can say im a no-solve problem crying baby . i can only cry when i met problems i dun knoe how to solve.

I DUN KNOE WAD TO DO WHEN I SEE UR TT FAUSTRATED FACE. I REALLIE FEEL I HATE YOU .


i got no one to confide to cause this is wad im the only one goin tru. u can just hurl on anyothers if u want , but they may not care as much and they might not gif a damn , and thus they also wont understand wth im fearing .

are things happening continously these few days . im brking dwn these few days . seriously i need to stop all these . PLS. im nth but just crazy . sorry for creating troubles. to halt all these problems is NOT to TOK TO ME. but to understand.

AM I HAVING A FAIRY TALES OR AM I LIVING IN REALITY ?

ARE YOU EVENTUALLY AN ANGEL OR DEVIL ?


Joanne-
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
4:09 PM

okies rite now im eating sum yoghut ice cream which mummie bought.

URGH...
im craving for these following items : ben and jerry ice cream ; chix rice , guo tiao -mee , nasi lemak , jin ji mee hoon , wadever food , ... i wanna eat chocolate , ...

im so hungry ! i just feel like eating one set meal. WOW.. =x had not been eating one proper meal since 2 days or 3 days ago . IM NOT FULL ...

yay in the end ytd went to partyworld wif those guys , well , as dear had expected , they realli drink and almost drunk . nope shud be HIGH. 6 jugs of hose pour. its not high! but its EXPENSIVE. okies i enjoyed myself at certain level but were rather left out at certain level too. im missing him at the same time also . im worrying abt how he will think also .. so many things were goin tru my mind. i tot abt sum girl who can backstabbed me also , life in school , friend in rp , .. its practically EVERYTHING and ANYTHING. haiis. lyfe is always full of worries and expectations eh ? =]


this is the mr GAY. zhengfu.


this is the BIG tian kong - sky


this is my ARMYY botak fwen ; terry


LASTLY A TOAST to our 4 plus yr fwenship.


- this kind of friendship is the kind which will last fer a life tyme . meeting ups always is not nessecarily but we knoe that each and one of of does exsits . even though 4 yrs is not long , but our fwenship bond will never be break rite? =D love ya guys. even though im not in ur BROTHERS grp.


i tot im wrking hark tru out fer 5 days. but tml IM OFF! YEAY BABY . im so happy. but the next thing is carrie and guys cancel their meeting -.-" so i think i got to find other khaki. ying is wrking there goes my shopping trip. dear is wrking. lance is not free. zf and guys are wrking . okie well , ITS ALWAY BE A LONELY DAY AGAIN. i wrked pple asked me out. i dun wrked pple wrking. WTH IS THIS. .. urghhh!! NBCB .

i wan to go chalet. i dun wan school reopen no matter how boring staying at home is. i JUST DUN WAN GO SCHOOL . I'll CRY ! i wanna go a trip to mlysia lehh .. this is so boring. . anyone ? =[ I HATE TO BE ALONE OKIES. fark including travelling to that freakin far dobby goaut. =[

i feel like watching [ the nun ] even though it seems boring. but if i dun watched i feel uneasy .LOL.

MR EDDIE ONG WEI LI. I WILL RETURN U ALL UR MONEY . BUT DUN U FREAKING FORGET U SPENT MY MONEY TOO MUCH. THIS IS TO REPAY ME. =X AND I WANT MY HELLO KITTY . lols. call me to asked me more for wad i want. dun buy me USELES WULU WULU THINGY HOR! =x i love you fatty. <3
GEI WO NI DE AI ...... <3>
Joanne-
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
5:02 PM

IM STRUGGLING ...

TO GO ? OR NOT TO GO ?

SMTH HAD BEEN PULLING ME BACK .
JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING .WHY? why goin meetin fwens i got so many things to think ?

well* in case i really going , this is goin to be fer ya . sorry for not acc you tonite. dun miss me too much . =x if any case u are missing me , call me =x and stop transferring money to my account. i wan hk ! not money . anyway .... okies. sorry ...

BUT incase i did not go ,
the above message are just rubbishs. =x
Joanne-
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1:42 PM









oh yeay just woke up. later goin wrk man .

so tired but im too hungry that i woke up and eat and cant get to slp. weight and realised i had slim 1 kg ! lols. though still fat lar . =x

so full now ! feel like eating chocolate . hmmm* let me recalled wad happened yt ....

lokie .. dues to the boringness at home , i went out wif ivan , chris and asri to bukit timah there pool. oh yea ... and it was raining. okies. playing pool over there seems reallie cheap . played almost 1 and a half hr and i had thrashed the 3 guy continously HAHAHAH. except tt idiot IVAN wanted to challenge again he WON. =[

went opp de prata shop eat roti prata. oh ya ! initially they said , loser punch. then ... BUT... they din . lols so at the prata shop , chris showed his gentle manSHIP. lol. he wanted to pay for my meal which is onlie $4 . BUT ! ITS A LOT TO ALL OF US. WE ATE LIKE PIG . then i paid $2 fer it. corz he also no much money . lol.


the gay IVAN the GIRLY ASRI our Man-U CHRIS




then tt bastard ivan met up wif his GF. then the poor me initiated to go watched movies eh end up dun knoe how to go cdobby and i went there by cab ! lols. wanted to watch OMEN666. but 720 was full. and 945 was selling damn fast and i was struggling to watch or not. then eventually did not buy anything. LOL. when to hark and slack . and met up wif dear .

went to PS to see whether to watch or not again. there again this show [ THENUN ] seems scary but i dun knoe its nice a nort , so we choose not to watch movie 1st . we`ll watched it on monday okies? =D well ... went PS and played the GAME MACHINE .. AND THE LOLLIPOP ONE. saw evon`s fren- yah the one at partyworld ... lollipop made me won a keychain . nt bad yea . i wanted tt cat one. esp the soft toy. BUT I bet dear cant managed to catch fer me de lar .


the prize B

after tt we went to hark to SLACK ourselves. ate mr bean`s stuff and i had a sudden craving for cheese cake , but im rather full and cash problems . then sum farker dun knoe said wad and made me rather angry and then he came up wif sum indian stuffs . and made me realli smiled. but after all the cheese cake turened up to be a treat of YOUWEI`S omg* YOUWEI! IS THE CHEESECAKE NOT FRESH DE. IF NT WHY U TREAT ME ! LOL. but anyway THANKS YOU YW. loveya ! u really make my wrking in hark interesting . lucky u are back rom reservice FAST. lols

we went fantasie after our hark . sumone craving fer singing so we went der. =D i `ve played so many so many games. LOL. seemed like spent his so much money .,.. HAHAHAHA. but ...

i knoe you are rather rich then me rite? ytd within 5 min i had spent almost 200$ lol . PAYINGBILLS. then i think the rest of my mth u are goin to support me rite farker. lols. ytd was a suprising day fer u rite? i din knoe u can cum over too ... anyway u farker lar. kept on lying. later bcum pinochio ! then i buy u one HAT. but anyway thx fer ytd tt cheese cake ! i love it though im reallie full =D and my day . it was so fun .

my suprised cheesy cake

AND LASTLY ! THANK IVAN CHRIS AND ASRI . THE POOL SESSION WAS SHORT BUT NICE. AND THX CHRIS FER ACCING AND FLAGGIN CAB FER ME. AND STUPID IVAN CAB DWN TO TOWN IS LESS THEN 10 ! =X

DARL I LOVE YOU.<3
Joanne-
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
12:48 AM

STOMACH CRAMP !* WTH ! WAS TOKING ABT this thingy ytd wif xy . and today kana. =.="

WAS LYING ON BED ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY. until dear came over. well* he still ate kfc infront of me. and i ..hehh ehh .. and still nvm. MUMMIE CAME BACK FROM CWP AND BOUGHT BUDDIE MEAL! WTH* but i still ate sum. lols but i cant eat the whole set !

oh yah ! menstrual panadol does nt take any effect on me okies. except for the extra ones.

sumone seems to be interrogating me . wth* i seemed to be reporting . i dun knoe whether was it really he minds or dun mind. i hate to guess but anyway i wont elaborate much again in case pple read and start to think this think tt . i always hates to blogged wad i wanted to blog online. but i dun like writing diary. corz after much , where the hell shud i kept all those diaries ? i tried . but then if i dun blogged online , i will be like a balloon. a fat one i mean!

permission granted for goin clubbing on wed nite. okies well anyone wanna go clubbing just msg me or tell me pls. tue and wed is realli sucks. its like so boring . tot can go out wif terry anf guys but sum idiot just cant take off. ! spoilt my day! URGHH!! end up gotta stay home again ? wth! RP IS ALWAYS SO SUCK .HOLIDAYS WHEN EVERYONE IS HAVING EXAMS ?i cant get anyone to go out wif me !! =[ I WANNA CRY LAH .

CARRIE CALLED ME !! I THINK FROM MLYSIA! YEAH THIS BITCH , OPPS. THIS SWEETIE BITCH . IS ALWAYS SO KUTE. I LOVE HER. LOL. FASTER CUM BACK IM MISSING YOU!! OUR SHOPPING SPREE ? rem ?

aii err. cramps do sucks lar. makes me feel like slping too . lols

oh yay! anyway DIY sum skirts. those ugly ones... into short one better i always hate LONG skirt . it makes me looks fatter! lols. i need go on diet. its tyme to do so .. .

haiis. sumtyme i realli do wish u will sincerely update ur blog. i knoe laziness has stopped u from bloggin days and days. but wadever it is. i need to stop the fetish of browsin tru pple`s blog. STOP IT JOANNE TAN. KUKU U STUPID. in the past.. it was like... hmmm* im hovering back and wondering ...

i will climb the highest mountain ; i will swim the deepest sea ...
Joanne-
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Monday, June 05, 2006
1:17 AM


this is the hello " kitty " and not hello " panda " okie! =D


my marsiihh mellow . nice !



yay . mine correction tappee!! even though i got no use in RP. lols. i love it.


let`s not elaborate much wad i wanna say.

AHH. life is always full of stupid suprises. the happy and the unhappy ones.

lols* so how shud we look at our life ?

worked at hark . was so damn tired . head was aching . normal panadol really takes no effects lah. but im HAPPY... !! JANE BOUGHT ME MANY MANY HELLO KITTY THINGSY. yayy .. lol. DER.....




ohh i got one formula to makes cramp not tt pain. XY told me . hees.

told customer abt gifing hair sum nutrients . lols. she told me to buy fer her when i past bugis. well im goin over soon .. i want to shop leh ! lols .BUT U MUST GIF ME MONEY .

OOI u farker . u were like IT SHOW fetish ehh .. DUN WAN ME ALR HUH ! I TELL MUMMY OKIE!! LOLL .. kies lah, i knoe u must earn much much money for me to SPENT rite? =x LOL. okies i want hello kitty. if not i wan birkenstock slippers. lols.

ai yah! slping soon. where are we heading tml ?
Joanne-
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
3:06 PM

okies. end of poly depression till here .
i just wanna say I HATE SCHOOL OKIES. I WISHED I CUD HAVE A CHANGE OF SCHOOL.

my head is aching now ! seriously lacking of sleep. but i knoe i cant complained much . sumone else had slept onlie 4 hrs whereas i had slept 2 more hours then him. so i mean he must be more tiring then me. ai yah. im seriously having sum stupid sore throat and headache. makes me dun feel like goin to work. you weii not there its like so ... not HARK. =x

sum pple from RP said tt they wanna come over and in the end all was nth but just talks. =.=

okies went to von bday ytd. had nth to gave her . i mean it was too late when we wanted to buy smth else. in the end we ford more then wad we supposed take it as a bday treat fer her. oh yea. din mention where we went. was supposed to club and sum pple just crop up wif busy things. and nt able to turn up , so sad. but its okay , we went oriental's party world . and was der till 3am. and got to knoe so many me and les dun knoe de pple. and tt stupid EDDIE hit it off wif sum uncles?! =x and von got her friens der too .. well we were left in the rooms but nvm anyway. we enjoyed it ! lols. les ... SARANG HEA YO , ZHI DUI NI SHUO. hees. once again happie bday von.

he is so busy . attachments and IT shows. hardly got tyme to meet up esp its my holidays. well* its okies. i'll take this tyme to work .. and earn money once again for trip to mlysia / KL or chalet again . =D im missing you.

missed this STUPID WYNN OVER dun knoe where. wad the hell sia. dun knoe how was her exams . hopefully everything is fyne. so boring ehh everybodie having exams whereas RP was like SLACKING TRU OUT ? i mean YEAR ONE. its like secondary one. but UT WAS FREAKING STUPID DIFF. !! so boring ...

got so much things to say .. its like thousand and millions of things i need to say out .. but i dun knoe where shud i start wif... oh yeah! ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN WAS DAMN NICE. i mean AH MENG was cool. and indeed very very cool. how i wished my devil bf was like him. protect me whereever i go . urghh* too bad i GOT A NERD BF.!

YANG CHENG LIN IS SO KUTE ! OH DAMN I LOVE HER SO MUCH . !!!!

farker cb eddie ong wei li. stop mentioning wad i got other boys thingy or wadever. esp ivan . u farker . YOU KNOE WAD I WANT and wad i dun wan . for all u wanna knoe im just crapping for the sake of crapping. =x lols. u stupid. i'll never break your heart ... loveya. <3
Joanne-
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
1:13 PM

rite now im seriously find POLY SUCKS.

okie i dun hate school . but i just dun like to be alone. LOL.CARRIE IM NOT AYING TT U LEFT ME HERE ALONE. BUT I just mean cuming to school do sucks. but staying at home also sucks. lol. it seemed like i got no target in life.

okie YOUWEI. i decide. if hark need pple for the next cuming 2 week , just gif me a sms and i will be down. i mean i wanna work and work . lols. cause i need money !!

we had solved a maths problem fast and speedily. lols. cause our faci is MR NG. yah our NICE GUY as usual .

semester gonna end. hopefully everythig will be much much better. if im from sum rich and wadever family , i will be like tingwei stop cuming to school. i mean it. BUT TOO BAD IM FREAKING .. URGH. ting wei ! give me half of ur asset .! lols.

so boring ahhh .. haha. my life seems like a roller coaster . in fact all pple life are like tt. but mine seem like 360 degree one sia. lols . will die lehh .. okies im not being negative over here . but im just trying to blog out wadever i wanna say. i dun wanna pour all this out to dear neither friends or else they will be like saying im childish or negative or stupid to think TOO MUCH. in fact i dun knoe why . MAYB PMS ? or just let it be.. so these few days im going to be damn sensitive. and short tempered. but im always KUTE okie ?! =x

just let me be crazy when im really crazy and let me be quiet when i reallie need. and i wanna smoke rite now. it had been dun knoe how many DECADE days i haven been smoking. =x how much wishing henikien was also rite in front . wahh .. smoke and drink .WEN! IF ONLIE WE CAN BE BACK IN DAYS AT KBOX EHH .tt wud be more perfect. no worries .. just happiness. and sad wud can just drink out till u drop ! haha.

WEN: dun feel stressed up by so many things lahh .. i mean , after exams , it gonna be heaven for you. leave sum days for me.

as for ANGEL ; i think u might be more busy then wad im thinking. its SAD OKIE. =] WHENEVER i see douyu i think of you. haha DOUYU FAN. ! xp

same goes to SINDEE ; after u know shaun i had been rather diff to meet u. days spending wif u will be lesser . or shud i say cause im in RP ?

LES ; u always work ehh .. tired ah ? take a rest also .. hees. then all of us will be able to chill out again . shopping ? or just slacking i also will be more happy then anything .

JESS; u wan leo dun wan me ! wth* HAHAHA. i missed u most. why u dissapear alr ?! cum back lahhh.. =x dun live in ailen work alr. im waiting for u . waiting for you cum back to earthhh .. hees.

YING; though we do meet up often , really hope all of us will be back again . i dun wished to be separate so far apart . im all alone. i hope to stay with you guys. =D

DUN MISS ME EHH .. LOL.

im seriously having POLY DEPRESSION . WAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
Joanne-
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