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Saturday, May 27, 2006 1:38 PM

okies .. so many things happened these few days .

heart was like floating.

but finally im back to track . im not supposed to be in this way when i got a realli CARING one beside me . he reallie gifs in everything to me. and i am like feelin tt farking attp. so sorry . BUT after one week u not bad ehh.. still able to tahan ah ? =x JIA YOU DEN I SEE HOW long u can tahan me .hahaha

read carrie`s blog , like what she said , my this blog will mayb gonna be viewed by many of my close ones . but i got to shout it out here corz i got realli no one else to turn to even my closest like dear or car .

sumtymes sum things just cant face to face and say. or say directly to sumone else . i rather they read it tru my blog . BUT i wish they wont be asking me anything .

seriously i missed sec friends. but are they MIA? are all of them so busy tt when i do haf the tyme they do not and when i do not haf the tyme , they also wont be having the tymes. =x okies wadever. anywa .......... okies friends are irony . they claimed to be der when u need them but they are not .

WEN!! you HELLA TELL ME WAD HAPPENED OKie ? i CANT BE DER when u reallie need me , but i do can haf a listening ear . okies ?

les : when will u be cuming to sch ?? i miss our trip to sch tgt.

got to knew and lost one friend recently . kies this is actuallie not wad i want. i just do not want anymore rumors or rather stay as so called goodie frien wif you . theres no hateness nor am i treating u as enemies. i just wanna keep a dist lar. after all im a girl . im kinda sensitve also ehh ... okie wadever dun wanna elaborate much .

okies not goin to work . mummie bday got to acc her. i mean im feeling a bit guilty . corz HARK was supposed to be busy . but MUM is more impt ehh . my ONLIE precious mum who brought me up! haha. was supposed to acc mummie eat dinner or wadever i rem she mention the last week. but i forget abt it. untill ytd. when i msged YW. and in the end she said she wanted to go mlysia. -.-" okies. so i shall acc her to mlysia and spent her money! lols.

SORRY YW. sun i will wrk harder. haha its competition nite okie! tiring !
=x

I need lorts of money ! anyone can be my SUGAR DADDY ? i need. .. i dun kneo why i need so much money but w/o money im having a tough life. got to hesitate b4 spent a single cents.

Joanne-
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