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Sunday, May 21, 2006 2:38 AM

i feel like drinking. yea. just feel so ...

its like it had since ages i did not drink .

went out wif friends in the evening after my tt LAST MIN postpone tution . troublesome* anyway all thx to him. if not i wud be goin no wer fer tt 3 hr. i hate to get stuck in between. when tution end 430. and im wrking 8 . its like.. sumhow i will finish it the most till 5 ? and when i got hom or smething else , it wud be 530 ? and i will be slacking at home when im alone , and i will fall asleep anymoment. stupid.

okies well* wad we did merely SLACKING ehh ? lols* yah played pubble fighter too. * okays my skills turned rusty! and ended up losing! HAHA. but at least i won him okie!

hark was busyy* as usual , but jianming was kinda lame and okies lar. yw was der and ken was der too. yea xy was der also. haha. von went home early. boring* tyme flies ehh* 1130 with a blink of eye .

and met up wif him. yea . nth special ... did not managed to do anything including watching movies.

IM BROKE. PLS* STOP ASKING ME GO OUT AND OUT yes! i DO WANNA GO OUT. EVERYONE. BUT I REALLIE CANT AFFORD TO SPENT MONEY ON Ks , OR SHOPPING. IM SORRY GUYS!

well* im RP i managed to get a goodie friend - my dearest carrie. yea . ONE WILL DO. she is managed to joke along wif me accept for she is not as vain as me. mayb goin shopping wif her is a big problem. we toked abt so many things nowadays. and yeahh* she is simply wad im thinking. oh god... wad the hella are we thinking OF?

im sorta unable to expressed my self on ANYTHING. ANYTHING. understand ? anybodie read this dun asked me wad happened or wadever larr . but so far now and yet dun feel like tokin much. okays , may assume im PMS ? i just feel like slping tru the WHOLE day . im tired.

OKIE. i need tyme and money management. i got no tyme when i need studie and wrk friend and him. im always tired at the end of the day . wad can i do ? will coffee do fer me ? and i always eneded up having the day unhappy. i mean NOT UNHAPPIE . but im just ahhhhh.. i dun knoe lar. im nt angry or anything. pls get this clear alsoo .

HAII EEERR.

Joanne-
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