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Wednesday, April 26, 2006 11:41 PM

oh dear. im having headache.

yea i admit im a pig. lols i eat and i feel tired . no matter how many hours of sleep im always feeling tired .

scho0l was sucks . i mean today this module is reallie OMG* CMI!

released ard 430 . and everythign cropped up. i wanted to go home fer sum reason 1st . and i was late fer tution . took a cab down and you knoe wad?! he was slping and since he slept till like tt . tution postpone. -.-" haiis. waste my money and tyme. freaking . but still . nvm lah .since he`s still a child and so young , perhaps he`s tired too ...

went to sit at city hall . and waited for sum pple finish his attachment. waited fer ard half hr , went bugis to wait. while smoking , saw jaslyn and joanne also ? lols .the girl who was locked in bailed room tt tyme wif me. lols* coincidence yea? then smoking khaki. yah * lucky they was der. so borin waiting fer sumone. so alrite , dear i try not to be late the next appointment . lols* the feeling of waiting is terrible . =x

okies. there is this way which i never walked b4 to MS , and today was directed der by sum person lah. k kiang lah.* walked in , immediately ther was this old man , i assumed he is the manager of the bridal shop . and oh no . the 1st impression i saw him when he is walking towards us , i was think .. oh ~ he`s trying to asked for direction. and who knows , he was asking ... are you a singaporean ? -.-" and the next thing b4 we cud reject anything , we were asked into THAT BRIDAL SHOP. lol* oh dear. tts my ever 1st tyme step into it . and she actuallie tot we are in our 20s ? and trying to promote us their package. yah its cheap , 888$ but auntie , u are casking him to put $300 fer deposit ah ? lol* then i think i got to wait till my late 30s then . for now ? i think if you asked him put $30 also got problem . =x lolz. but to say smth , how much i wished i can reallie tied down . lol. and that auntie was like a pastor , she was like kept questioning our love -.-" " so xiao jie , do you reallie like him ? and " xian shen are you playing wif her or you reallie like her -.-" oh wtf* lols! if my this 22 yr old guy is gonna cheat wif my love im going to hack him and slapsss will be given to him! =x

my heart is like closed to him. i dun understand why , in the past if im attached , im sumhow in flirting stage where by i can tok to any guys or chat along , now im not tt open in terms of talking to other GUY. listen up. its guys onlie. i g0t no interest in making new friends , and its rather pathetic and sucks! WADS HAPPENING ? friends are friend and him is him why the hell when i got him and im closed for anyone else ?

okies. rite now im goin to do medication , to make my heart calm down and open up for all kinds of pple .haha.

looking forward to passing of car theory , this sunday his grandfather`s celebration , and friday aunt`s chalet . lols* these are the 2 impt gathering. lols .

well* tml is having tt stupid lesson where i HATE !!

tml got to give tutions and after tt im cuming home to slp. !

oh yeah! forget to mention tt went yuki - yaki and ate such a steamboat wif sumbodie - and its freaking FULL. and he got me a sunglasses .LOL* yah once in a blue moon i got smth from him. PLS ! it rare getting gifts from HIM. well* i shud appreciate . and so much sorries then . dun wanna elerborate much . guess tonite i will be slping at 1230 / =D thanks my dear. <3

Joanne-
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