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Friday, April 07, 2006 2:53 AM

deep in my tots. things are like flowing around and round.

teaching poor student. i mean when its poor and she`s sensible ? seeing her using those spoilt pens and pencils, using torn and old books, its like..

i found tt life had been so blessing fer me even though im single parent. but mummie had never gave up on me and herself . sumtyme im also wondering whether wad she did when she miss dad ? or did she ever rem her pasts ? i bet all women or ladies love to do tt. well , ladies love to haf wild tots. but i can reallie say i dun reallie understand this mother of mine.
since young , nth had ever made us brk up in communication. be it in money , till now , she would sponsor us , US as in my bro and me l0hz . she OF CORZ wud NAGGED liek normal mothers did . but her naggings did nt last long. and fer all i can say , she had given all her trust in me . smth cum to think of it when u settle down , i`ll find tt ,has my communication wif her became lesser ? but in facts , im more worries fer my bro and mum. their communication are getting from bad to wrost . apart from money and online booking things , i think they seldom meets. my bro is getting from bad to wrost . his smoking has been increasing as days passed by . HAIS* as a sis , wad i can do to help him , but not stop him .
hmm* well let`s nt say to stop him as a smoker. i myself is a smoker. but definately nt as heavy as him . so i understand the feeling of when pple TRYING TO stop pple from smoking. ITS irritating .
how i wished i had 1 million now , i`ll make sure he did not wrk till every midnite and sleep fer a few hrs b4 he proceed to sch again .

URGH*

i mean im also just a student where by i have a boyfriend and trying to make my income meets. i just dun reallie wish to take mummie money since im wrking 2 j0bs and my allowance is alr sufficient to make end meets. but dont forget i have a boyfriend. teenagers love to hang ard isnt ? so shud i say money spent on slacking is DEFINATELY more then in school ?

dear g0d ; please make my wish come tru*

okies.. dee is having a celebration this sat ? yah* jess and les will be der. i think its gonna be phunk again. she said she wanted to open chivas. well * intend to celebrate her birthday on chalet. but since.. i think i will turn up* =p after all she the one standing by me tru out sec sch when im in troubles . and of corz the ones nagging yea? =p

OKIES. . THIS IS NOT GOIN TO BE A EMO BLOG PLEASE.
so sum freaing idiot. dun call me and asked me why am i so emo or wadever ah* =x im feeling damn so relaxing. im just FAN XING-ing. =x AND its not a those wad treasuing blog. its true. sit dwn and think back , when`s the tyme when u sit down and tok to ur close ones ? wad are e things u guys tok abt ? $ ? sch ? or its purely tokin just liek friends ?

lastly ; back to the topic , hopefully everyone treasured their related ones b4 its too late. nothing is much more precious then days having them .

The treasure hidden in the closet.
open it up and u`ll find that
the closest thing on earth is not just beside u.
but the moments spending
with them as days passed by ...

Joanne-
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