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Sunday, April 02, 2006 5:21 AM

... im wondering if i can reallie stop my habits of browsing through other pple blog`s a not. im just nth better to do and make myself piss-off ?

solve one matter and now its another. i bet theres no point explaining . since you cant get to that point. i think next tyme you dun even nid to call me when you got troubles. get back ur bestie friend and help ya. im nt a hotline. ever since im being attached lyfe had been so much diff to me . i dun see der`s any diff. except fer goin out lesser wif guys. but you`re nt wad . but anyway since initial it bothers you , i shallnt tok abt it . go ahead and say no matter how useless you are. drown urself wif sorrows , alcholic , and wadever you wans. no one else will care fer sumone who looks down herself and no confidence in theirs lyfe at all . by being negative , its the 1`st stupid-EST thing in lyfe. i mean conversation doesnt mean anything to me. corz we seldom got the meet ups anymore. but if my words means nth , dun come to me den . if telling you so much freaking nonsense. you still think tt you`re nt a good friend or wadever hella , I GOT NTH ELSE TO SAY . since im tokin nonsensical things. 1st is boy , followed by ya you knoe? 3rdly - YOU. im nt goin to tok to u rite tru MSN. corz i think no point at all . but to explains to you why tymes i dun feel like tokin to you. if i can pick up a fight or quarrel wif you , i will ask you to WAKE UP and stop being SO EMOTIONAL and YOUNG? shud i used tt ?

IM NT GETTING EMOTIONAL HERE OR ANGRY.

im just thinkin tt am i getting out from my circles of friends? are they thinking that i`ve got a BOYFRIEND and i`ve neglect them ? i agreed tt im abit too in love. but i knoe i did separated my tyme also wad. the rest of my tyme are wrkingss. im nt getting too involved wif it .how cum the friends i used to hang out so well , became so strangers ? i more happy enuff tt whenever pple got problems they will find me. but why do i kept on having feelings like ive being used ? okies. so lets presumed im WRONG to think like that . but wont you guys think when you get nobodie else to tok to , and they MIA fer few mths b4 they came back to you and ask you fer sum advice ? is like spare ones ? wadever i MIGHT be wrong too. this is onlie a presuming. i reallie dun knoe how can i do or wad can i do is correct .i tot ITC can widen my circle of friends , but i doubt so .

okies. back to the topic ONCE more. since my toking makes no sense to you , and if anyone happens to say tt you are nt tt kind of person , LISTEN to tt person okies? corz she/he might knoes you better then i do . corz i rather be the BAD ones and tells you the truth den lieing to you tt you are nt this kind. so if anything in MSN i`ve hurt you , here i am - SORRY. im nt goin say anymore things else when it wakes you NO up .

Friends are easy to come by ,
just like stars are always shining in the sky .
But asking a friend to stay by your side ,
is like asking the stars to leave the sky .

Dee :
Love comes as and when it likes ,
Just like the rain falling in the sky ,
Catch the drops if you can ,
To see if its your guy .
If you failed catching that ,
Forget about being by his side .

Joanne-
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