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Tuesday, March 07, 2006 11:34 PM

mandy moore - I WANNA BE WITH YOU

sucha old song. but who cares ? its nice.

cruampsss!!!! fcuk !

bigg moma was nice! lols* he`s such a good moma. watched 2 movies continuously. hopefully tml out wont be watching movie. =x today sumbodie treat corz he got pay . lols* went to cwp got my pay eventuallie. yah! just fer tt $42 /- omg* HARK WAS SO DILI DALLY. FARK* had not got my pay yet. if i`ve it by sun. i wud haf the money now. BILLS CAME! 110$ in total. i mean including starhub. urgghh* over budget!

hopefully tml is a fun midnite.

went to OS test today and tt freaking cher had actuallie asked me why am i still in sch ? knn* i got the choice . i mean she dun nid kept on asking me dun nid to go sch alr rite? yah! just take it tt i go fer the sake of myboyfriend. and not studies can ? anyway staying at home alone is bored too~ . im wondering. why shud i still be taking exams whenever her tat asking on me pondering in my minds. pple cheat to strive tru the exams to 2nd yr. whereas im just cheating fer the sake of passing. i mean i dun nid to stay der fer 2 yrs. so why shud i go tru the process ? mummie scaold her wad a tcher she is. she shud be GLAD TT HER LESSON STILL GOT STUDENTS. i mean. SWE ? AND OS ? omg* who the hella interested ? she a tcher who had always been sarcastic fer me. another faker . URGHH* and now im still thinking whether shud i go fer her swe tml ? anyway she take 1 out of the 2.

im goin to temple to beat yah ? u knoe SMALL PPLE! sum creakss behind me blocking my ways!

im trying all ways to stay rite near you . well i mean not east and north. but east and east . im here reallie missing you . hopefully things reallie wont turn out the way we are expecting. i knoe we are scared . but rite now . shudnt we need to haf sum confidents in ourselves ? =D <# youMM

if sumone means to stay in your life , he/she will be sumone who always remember you. and not onlie when you are out of their life or lives this wrld. i mean i reallie HATE tt song SO SO Much. makes me think why i got to knoe this past . cant she just accept wad im having now and be sumone trueful! dear, im not trying to be e-mo pls. lol* so later read ler dun cor and say im so emo. PLS man. at least im nt tt .. yah ? at least i knoe wad am i and wad fool i`ve . kies. i will stop all this. i had been niaming these few days. corz my mind cant help stop thinking. okok. i shall stop EVERYTHING HERE. no more this person in my dic. i mean under the BEST.

Joanne-
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