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Thursday, February 23, 2006 11:20 AM

im ultimately speechless. not that i dun wan to tok . its bcorz facing u . i dun think i nid to specify who is it .

i mean yahh* wadever actions are so abusive. you say u need job. take up wadever jobs der is. and when der is , u`ll choose. hmm* its okie. actuallie u need not took up another job . hopefully cre8ion can support URSELF. mayb wallets to you is smth too EXTRA in ur lyfe. u might not used to used it . so from now and hereby im telling you ; throw away as u like . i reallie dun think i`ll care . ytd wad i say is hurting i knoe. but i just wan u to knoe and wake up. dun think money is easy to save. its not tt easy. you`ll spent w/o knowing where you spent all the money . thus eventually , its not tt easy to fufil a dream. it may be possible ; but i just want to tell u to face it reality. once again ; telling you this again now here is so ridiculous . i reallie hope i can get out of ITE ASAP. so tt i will not need to see your [ i dun knoe how to say de att ] actuallie its not reallie att i mean. mayb you look aggressive , your tt a lill bit de small actions made me feel like you`re goin to FIGHT or bash up tt particular pple . say u wanted to change. well ; i dun think i need to rush you in dat . whether you knoe wad am i tokin , im gonna say .. i wont quAarrel or wadever wif all this trival matter. i`ll just NOT TOK. i find tt its the best solution . out of ITE ; i wont be so stress up how to make you haf the heart or rather SHOW out you are reallie putting in efforts. now i finallie understand ... understand why u often caught up quarrels .. urghh* i knoe there no much use saying anything here . PLS DONT CALL me and tok to me abt this. i dun knoe how to tok to you or rather face you on wad had happened. this is merely smth i dun knoe how to solve and thus i find tt blogging is also PART of wad i wanted to say . just take it you see nth* perhaps as tyme passed by i`ll get used to your this so [ dun knoe wad de attp ] .

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Joanne-
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