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Monday, January 23, 2006 1:35 AM

i had a craving of going back to the past . past to secondary sch . i missed my EVERY moment in sec sch . including early sec . just missed . and so much ...

felt like taking shi guan ji back now ...

* i never asked u to buy wadever hella thingy or wadever tt need u to spent ALL ur money on it. u dun knoe how to think... ur mother gave u all the money ... fer ur SNEAKER. and she`ll blame me if she knoes u spent it on me. i DUN WISH U TO GIF ME ANYTHING EX. I DUN PRAY FER EXPENSIVE ITEMS NOR A SPECIAL SUPRISED FER BDAY . OR WADEVER! i just dun wanna being ANTI nor hate by her . DUN THINK U SPENT TONS OF MONEY ON ME I WILL BE HAPPIE. I WILL JUST HATE U . and STOP ALL UR FAKINGS OR STUPID OR WADEVER THINKINGS. IM NT trying to spent ur money! neither am i goin to control u smoke. U SMOKE . I SMOKE . so i shall not say or asked u to stop smoking. but AT THE THE FARK STOP SMOKING SO MUCH WHEN U ARE NOT TT RICH .i mean u dun even haf single or much money wif you NOW. and der u are smoking one pack ONE DAY? WOW~ WAD A RICH GUY U ARE. in tt case better stop KBING u haf no money! i had enuff . why the hell i wanna get 2 jobs ? how much i wished i can stop wrking NOW. IM FREAKING HATING U now. better dun ever let me see u TML. i`ve got nth to tok to u . neither do i crave to see u . LISTEN! im nt trying to pick a fight wif u. be it im unreasonable nor attp. I dun wanna gif it a damn . YOU are just making me freaking irritated . SMOKE and spent wadever money u haf and dun ever complained to me . or is it u need me sponsor u money and smoke ? one day one is it ? do u nid me BUY fer u ?

* i nid my angel ; dear god u did nt make ur promise to me .u said if im good u will sent fer me ... just sent me back to past . since u let me dreamt of so many irrelevent dreams . to make me felt liek goin back to the past . why not just bring me back ? i knew no matter wad. ones got to look forward . then can u stop making me dreams of those things ?
*can u erased away all his childish and stupid ways of thinkings? URGH* anyway i had enuff. just take it tt i got nth better to do .

Joanne-
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