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Monday, January 30, 2006
5:13 AM

it NY! happie new year .

into a fantasie ...

where there`s onlie ME ...

and its lucky . tt i`ve u to ME.



im so sorry .. tt all.
Joanne-
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
1:41 AM

hmmm* im finallie back home .

yahh* im finallie 18 ! =D i had a happie nite wif J.A.W and terry+ sky and dear. thnks you all so much. i love all the gifd u guys gave. i reallie enjoyed .

this year ahh my 18th de cake is nt from mummie but from my dearest . lol* a v full de cafe cartel .

today was so tired and shagged. its like how many mth haveb had a good slp .and had to dragged myself up from bed to try to go sch ...

urggh* having headaches now. and its had been pulling inside my head since wrking at cre8ion.

oh yah! went to watch the free preview of [ xiao haii bu ben ] my dear! the sch boys was so ydk! lol* and its more to a true life story. all i can say. was [NICE] typicallie * SO LAME * show . =x

tml got to wake up early to find daddie. =x and then to ah ma house eat and nite to chinatown. BUSIE day. hmm* gotta logg off so0n. back ache. =x im OLD! kies. nites.
Joanne-
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
10:46 PM

here i am back blogging .

but nth cud actuallie phrase out wad im thinking .
this is a place where i used to voice out my everything. but now eventuallie im so scare of it .

wad actuallie bloggers are fer ? to show out tt we do haf a nice blog ? to record dwn our daily lifes? or to tell pple tt we do haf a life goin on ... arent it supposed to be smth private and confidential - just like wad tommy used to say ? now i realised wad he said does mean smth .eventuallie it turns out to be smth where by there no privacy ...

wad ... hmm** no no i mean ...how shud i ...
thins arent wad u`re see-ing .
Joanne-
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Monday, January 23, 2006
10:39 PM

so siann ... im all alone .

hmm* gonna studie SWE ltr a while . WED having test . sians .

wah~ i had a fate meeting wif ADL .omg* lucky min initiated goin to watson. den i see DEE lo .. when i wanna go 77th take a look at NY clothes. i saw LES. omg* had a small meeting . lol* JESS when am i goin to meet u ?

hmmm* so boring sia . sorry and glad tt everything is over. =D
Joanne-
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1:35 AM

i had a craving of going back to the past . past to secondary sch . i missed my EVERY moment in sec sch . including early sec . just missed . and so much ...

felt like taking shi guan ji back now ...

* i never asked u to buy wadever hella thingy or wadever tt need u to spent ALL ur money on it. u dun knoe how to think... ur mother gave u all the money ... fer ur SNEAKER. and she`ll blame me if she knoes u spent it on me. i DUN WISH U TO GIF ME ANYTHING EX. I DUN PRAY FER EXPENSIVE ITEMS NOR A SPECIAL SUPRISED FER BDAY . OR WADEVER! i just dun wanna being ANTI nor hate by her . DUN THINK U SPENT TONS OF MONEY ON ME I WILL BE HAPPIE. I WILL JUST HATE U . and STOP ALL UR FAKINGS OR STUPID OR WADEVER THINKINGS. IM NT trying to spent ur money! neither am i goin to control u smoke. U SMOKE . I SMOKE . so i shall not say or asked u to stop smoking. but AT THE THE FARK STOP SMOKING SO MUCH WHEN U ARE NOT TT RICH .i mean u dun even haf single or much money wif you NOW. and der u are smoking one pack ONE DAY? WOW~ WAD A RICH GUY U ARE. in tt case better stop KBING u haf no money! i had enuff . why the hell i wanna get 2 jobs ? how much i wished i can stop wrking NOW. IM FREAKING HATING U now. better dun ever let me see u TML. i`ve got nth to tok to u . neither do i crave to see u . LISTEN! im nt trying to pick a fight wif u. be it im unreasonable nor attp. I dun wanna gif it a damn . YOU are just making me freaking irritated . SMOKE and spent wadever money u haf and dun ever complained to me . or is it u need me sponsor u money and smoke ? one day one is it ? do u nid me BUY fer u ?

* i nid my angel ; dear god u did nt make ur promise to me .u said if im good u will sent fer me ... just sent me back to past . since u let me dreamt of so many irrelevent dreams . to make me felt liek goin back to the past . why not just bring me back ? i knew no matter wad. ones got to look forward . then can u stop making me dreams of those things ?
*can u erased away all his childish and stupid ways of thinkings? URGH* anyway i had enuff. just take it tt i got nth better to do .
Joanne-
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Friday, January 20, 2006
1:13 AM

hmmm* as usual . pple say since when im nt tired? lol.
BUT ...
im indeed very tired.

having migraine ! or wadever ... making my head so heavy ...

gonna haf a study day tml nite .

sumtymes im wondering ... how good wud it be if life is simple and easy w/o worries . worries of studies ? friends ? love ? money ? life ? then everyone wud be happie ? hmmm* mayb? if onlie i can spent tt nite w/o worrying. how good wud it be ... but too bad . who asked me in need of cash in the beginning ?

wen ; better take care of urself .
angel ; reallie hope things will be fyne . =]
dee ;jess;les ; if der`s reallie tyme , lets haf a meeting kies? =D imug.
dear ; thx fer being there when i nid ya . though smth ur att SUCKS. but i knoe u`ve tried . just hope tt everytyme our chemistry wud not be cut off when i nid ya . =D or rather u nid me . hees* so sorry ...


Joanne-
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
1:22 AM

im freaking tired .

my eyes closing so0n . but ... shud i roughly read tru NWF course materials ?

im losing energy . so tired de leah ... die die die. im gonna die . i got no much money left! how cum ?

continue SMOKE if u love to .i mean one pack PER DAY. dun worry. i will support u in another way .
Joanne-
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1:22 AM

im freaking tired . - head is pain .

my eyes closing so0n . but ... shud i roughly read tru NWF course materials ?

im losing energy . so tired de leah ... die die die. im gonna die . i got no much money left! how cum ?

oh yah! saw JUNYANG and KELLY outside HARK. they waiting fer rain stop . lols. ydk neh. but kelly.. hmmm~ -.-"

continue SMOKE if u love to .i mean one pack PER DAY. dun worry. i will support u in another way .
Joanne-
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
11:38 PM

i dun think i knoe wads im doing ...

my life is just revolving ard him.revolve till nearly got lost contact wif my lill angels ... was it me too engross with wadever i haf ? but anyway im not regretting. corz i know once its lost ; it cud never be back again . fer all i can say . angels are rare ; and i knoe i will never lost them corz they`ll stayed in my heart . again ; not forever but at least NOW and den .

PROJECTS and projects . if im not goin to start who the hell will gonna make a start or head ? precisely im a lill stressed up . but its okies. im not forcing myself. i just dun knoe how to do. corz if its supposed to be a grp wrk ; i can do it . but its precisely a grp wrk . i got to nid grps members opinion .
and its so freaking stupid loh . SWE / OS PROJECT here AND THERES A 1 -5 CHAP online test on this cuming thurs ? cum, on man we are nt superman. summore wth NWF is tokin abt i dun even knoe a damn . =x urghh* sooo stupid !


dee ; theres smth i nid to tell ya . ders no nid to worry anything about your life. look straight , everythin will lead u back to wad u wans . i mean if there sum target u wanna aims , go fer it . obstacles ; everyone will meet . but i believe sumhow it will overcome. including frenship. i used to haf this kinda problem. eventuallie it`s solved ! its not tt my blog is always short. its corz i dun wanna blogged one CHUNK of routine im having. wad else can i blog other then sch ;slack ; wrk ? or rather revolving ard him? nid nt say . or shud i say ... my life nowadays was just so simple and sweet . =] hope everything will be fine after the rain. takecare. ilu <3
Joanne-
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Monday, January 16, 2006
10:45 PM

kiss goodbye* - wang li hong

my fav song * forever love PART II ? >.<

Im falling so deep enuff . wad gotta get in my mind . lol*
w/o you there`s no me .

saw jack and dee on 168 today and sum confusion goin on .=x so ps.
met dee on my way home. so fate.
when eating saw tom and sheng . omg* its sumhow like a gathering to me ?

had a break of 3 hrs . went to watch [ heirloom ] ; hmm* shall nt say its reallie tt bad lah . sumhow its taiwan`s show. o.o* lets not be tt bad . manage to pass loh . just a simple show ...
spent $30/- CASH and $20 + NET? omg& i think im getting RICHER as days passed by ? i cud just spent money w/o thinking . and on sum unnessary =x

nice and easy ; simple and sweet .
having u by my side ;
is the most precious gift i ever had .
mayb not forever .
but at least fer now and then .
ILU* <3
Joanne-
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
5:18 PM

im NUA-ing at home*

goin out wif mummie later ? =D i wanna buy one memory stick! my stick is so small . hees*

went mlysia wif terry ytd . din bought much . but spent S$150. smth stupid happened to terry when we cross custom . -.-"

think goin out wif dear tonite . mayb watch heirloom ? or k ? >.<>

140106 - ILU* <3


Joanne-
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Friday, January 13, 2006
1:28 AM

oh dear! CYNDI is so chio! dun kneo why leahh ~ mayb its bcorz of TIAN GUO DE JIE YI~ eeeks* so sweet and tt guy! omg*

yah* was so tired and shag ~ my back ache ! urgh*

tml goin mlysia wif terry! wahahaha~ finallie can shopping cheap things. =x dun knoe mummie will gif me money a not .

im missing ... missing once upon a tyme ... * IMU~
Joanne-
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Monday, January 09, 2006
1:04 AM

im feeling damn freaking vexed! fark*

why i dun even had the guts to speak up ? i wanna tell her ... tell her wad i dun wan . BUT...

i dun knoe ... i cannot stand customers today. fark* urgh!! im goin crazyy .. and i nid ya now . tears kept on at the brink of my eyes . lucky you weii was there to make me smile . IF not ... i dun knoe . wtf* actuallie got customer came and ask , " CAN I WAIVE THE SERVICE CHARGE ? I DUN SEE THERE AND SERVICE HERE. " cb* u go sum other places where theres waitress and u tell me there no service. KNNCB* urghh!!! then it spoilt my entire mood. all customers became so strange. the whole atmosphere was so strange .. its was like ... K-nite. and not student nite anymore. tru out how i wish tt i can finish wrk asap~ until i received one msg from sumone special . =x it made mi smiled . .

im breaking down. i dun knoe shud i stop wrking fer a period ? i mean just fer a period . . . wad shud i do ?

hmmm* this week im gonna wrk the whole week except fer tue. sorry dear ; got no much tyme fer ya . thx fer ya understanding ... ILU* <3
Joanne-
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
4:12 AM

haha! im back * an im FINALLIE OKIES!

wth* im freaking happie and i knew im kinda crazy and mad today . =D im just so happie . VOICE`s back ; can sing can shout and can scold . just came back from fantasie again. tot of going chomp chomp eat . but ended up rotiprata . =x SAVE MONEY ...

cre8ion was KINDA BUSY fer me. =x dun knoe why. feel like asking MUMMIE cum fer help . i cannot stand stress. it makes me feel like quitting tt job. but eventuallie if i did ; he`s gonna die. but i dun wan die.!! anybodie wanna find job ? taking over me ? i reallie nid a break leahh . i mean as well fer him. nid a new environment like hark ? easy carefree ... at least im able to tok when im wrking. cannot tok makes me feel like slping! URGHH* reallie. im promoting job over here. any bodie interested to be service crew ? no age limit . onlie wrk fri sat . pay start off wif $5/- on tt day take money and free meal ... =x
hmmm* i dun knoe why.. hark oways make me felt like quitting also. but eventuallie ... and at least i wont felt so reluctant to go there and wrk . maybe im able to meet up wif diff kinds of customers ? and craps ? esp ydk ! =x

im having bodie ache!! im OLD. omg* it has been mths since i touch books. how?! swe AND os test cuming up!! wahahaha~ 2 modules which i dun even knoe wad it is abt .
and here is this freakinf idiot. tot tt i will be blogging fer him and tts why his eyes is twitching. oh wtf* lols~ he`s waiting fer MR TAN. =x lols

okies lah* here will be it . complaining fer wadever u did , wadever u pocess , was all my comments. everything may be too hard or diff fer ya to change . but eventuallie u tried so hard. im so thank ful fer wadever u did . in facts its more then enuff ... its all about gifing in and forgifing . =D ILUSMRLBM. yahh* stop prasiing urself tt u`re able to crack the code. FATTY BG pig ! smth tyme reallie wondering wherether are we reallie tt XYLX . -.-" i dun believe. but why things are always showing me tt you sumhow can see tru my heart ? >.<>

saw dee tt day and as crapping as she always did . missing my dear jess dee and les .! but i cant manage to meet them! sheldule was always so tight!! urgh* \

thinking of changeing blogskin afterall its a new year. but im getting this lazie . see-ING html. makes me scare. just finish dreamweaver, and all this gonna ponder again and again in my mind.....urgh* ...

okies. im gonna stop blogging b4 its getting too long. and waiting fer sum BG pig ... missya`.~



Joanne-
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
11:11 PM

IM FALLING SICK AGAIN. >.<

im feeling so uneasy now .
fire inside my throat is making me feel like crying out .
flu is making me breathing difficulty .
cough makes me wanna cough my throat out .
and head is spining making me see double ...

freaking ME! urgh*

im goin to get okie asap .

cannot get to slp ytd . slept at 2 and eventuallie woke up at 5am ! LOL~ mind kept on appearing the steps to linking HTML. and im having HELLOKITTY sickness ? im dreaming of hellokitty!! slept back again at 7 and eventuallie woke up by my mother soft opening of door at 9am. watched tbies and cooked a meal fer her .=D

slept at dear`s shoulder today . and it was so comfortable. hmmm* i miss him ... from this week ownwards wrking lyfe gotta start ..

went bugis. bought a bag . and nth else . supposing miting angel too. but eventuallie never . corz she having test tml. went bugis wif dear and saw wen . so eventuallie meet up ...

im feeling so sick now . trying to struggle finish my html . and THAT`S it !
dear ILUAIRMUL. =p IWUTHM.


Joanne-
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Monday, January 02, 2006
5:21 AM

just came bck from wrk and i had a great suprise! from tt idiot and wen ; oh my god it reallie suprise mi. this is so suprising . reallie. THANKS you GUYS so much... you guys make me actuallie smile non stop fer 10 mins. =D
last min wrk today. of corz it caused unhappiness.

dear is so freaking super . he actuallie can nua 5 hrs fer wen . omg* freaking power! =x

wrked with kenn today. not bad sia he`s so good . lighten my job. but pple actuallie said i bullie him..
i ji tao so dulan. fark* wth~ i wrked last min fer them and they were like taking me fer granted . .
i nid to re arrange my tyme slots. its true .BUT ... I DUN KNOE HOW! CAN SUMONE REALLI TEACH ME ..
I TOT I VOICE OUT WAD IM GOIN TO DO . BUT SHE ACTUALLIE SO RELUCTANT TO AGREE ~ IM KINDA IN A CONTRACDICTING . I CANT POSSIBLY .... URGH* I REALLIE DUN KNOE . .

I guess im rather tired and sick now ... my head is so pain and throat is so itchy! wads my resolution fer 2006 ? i tot i`ve alr set it ?


Joanne-
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