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Saturday, November 26, 2005
8:34 AM

okies* shall i say .. thats it . i gave up . nth much to explain c0rz theres no starting and n0 ending story .

okie.* there`s this silly stupig pple. made me angry and did not catch a wink at all made all the way here ytd to apologise . was kinda suprise but also half expected. c0rz of ur sms . but anyway u `re are forgiven . but stop all the freaking ATTP and SHOUTING towards me. i shall promise the next tyme i will SLAP u ~ i promise* then u shall take it or leave it . okies? ur promise towards me maybe just an empty one. but i trust u . =D

i dun kn0w using wad wrds tt are able to describe wad im thinking. stupid and silly. lame and crappy. im n0t wad u thinking . and i dun kn0e h0w is this ending .

tonite wrking cre8ion . mayb wrking HARk too. mayb onlie. gotta made a bet. no money also no slacking place . went fantasie ytd. yahh getting m0re familar wif pple ard . in facts it crapping ard .

dear ; finalie shud i say we nid not hide so much ; as in fact pple close or ard us alr knew. other then in sch theres no much else nid to hide ler * freaking att u may gif ; once again i may forgive . quarrels and arguments made me uneasy . everything oftens ends quickly wif the love of you to me . if i were to define wad u are to me ? i will say u are as dearly to me . ILU*


Joanne-
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
5:39 PM

oh my dear* finallie bathe out*

i`ve got so much to blog .BUT im just too exhuasted and shag to think* my mind was just piece of BLANK. * was so tired tt energy fell and even hrs of slp cud not amend back it . was liek solving puzzles nowadays- things are like one after one another .

im just getting so lazyy to get my tots out of my mind. this tyme rnd i`ll just try ... im gonna squeeze my tot ALL out of it .

starting of all tots ; shud i say tt girls are just so fickle minded and indecisive ? shud i phrase it in this way or shud i say girls are diff to understand or rather fake - in short ?

`countering back to u is not wad im doing* to tell smth trufully* felt so much relaxed after u c0nfessed everything and n0t th0se kept to urself. i knew in the 1st place if u` had made up ue mind , things wud end up differently . it may hurt . or u might regret fer wad u never did . i reallie dont knoe fer wad i can say . even if i were to say sorry * i w0nt kn0e fer wad reas0n . i dare to admit - i used to dislike u so much corz of ur mysterious-NESS . i just dun like to guess . or perhaps u`ll say u did not asked me to make dat guess. perhaps u are reallie sumone tt close urself up tightly to urself tt no one can enter other then the 0nes u gave passes . and im one of them tt forever wud not get the pass . but its okies.* u got the authority . =] i din know it wud affect you so much * im feeling ... i dun knoe. its the way my heart telling me . but my brain was telling me tt sorry w0nt do anything . to say truth - i dun knoe wad`s all these abt. tell ya smth . u used to asked me whether are we tgt and claimed tt sumone asked . i probably w0nt kn0w who was it . but i definetly know u asked sumone fer help in guessing abt this thingy. she had questioned me indirectly . im lost* lost at wadever im doing- it not tt trusting a guy is diff* its abt how are you goin to trust him* if u`re willing to place the trust in him* things perhaps wud be diff* im not trying to advice u anything . as i knoe im not in the position . so dun counterSTRIKE me h0r =x im just saying parts tt are in my mind . i dun regret kn0wing u even though ... lastly fer all i can say once again was ...*im sorry .

------ having love doesnt mean i`ve to give up my fwens.

no one actuallie give u up or rather shud i say forget u this girl as our fwen . i reallie nid u to grow up* u used to said that u had matured . girl* by having this kinda thingy is tt u`re still not the one . who say when u`re out wif a couple ; you are the extra ones ?we`ll still NOT forget u . u are AFTER ALL OUR FWEN. past present future . d0nt feel tt u`re l0nely c0rz we are attached . y0u will 0nlie feel l0nely if y0u are giving or telling urself tt u are always the extra one if we were to be out tgt* u are just telling me tt theres no way to had frend and love at the same tyme. and we are showing u tt we can . if u are realli trying to learn ; u`ll nid to take and accept . analyse it and learn from it . things u viewed wud be perhaps diff* u kn0w u made urself seem so CONTRACDICTING* you are lost ? arent u ? u are starting to feel tt u`re left out ?
tt nite i t0t it was reallie a fantastic tok . but i kn0e im wrong. of c0rz i kn0e i shud n0t be in wadever u are going tru . u can say im caring smth tt does not concern me . BUT ... its reallie just a way tt everyone wishes to see tt u`ll change and learn . just take it fer the 0ne last tyme tt things will not ever happened again* stop telling urself tt u are alwasy alone. we`ll always be there fer you * stop doin redundant thingy to make urself miserable. say out * tok out * or rather shout out* rem . - WE`LL BE THERE FER YOU .

you``ve to understand her situatiion* she is wrong and she did the wr0ng thingy . stop dulaning her and perhaps you guys reallie g0t to tok things out . is it possible to stop tolerating each other. no matter how angry u guys are ? sumtyme a quarrel may cured EVERYTHING. btw* i wished u and him happie always ~*

lyfe cud reallie be much simple if ders no problems .

lastly i still nid to say . u wud not be a toy . now and forever . ths fer being there and tolerationg fer wadever freaking attitude i`ve gave . sorry tt my attp SUCKS .and PLS stop SHOUTING At me! =p


Joanne-
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3:09 PM

ai shi zen me yi hui shi *

i missed dee so much* missed the way the tyme we sang this s0ng . =D so nice memories .

w0ke up s0rt of late again ; lol`~ late is my speciality . yarr* went fer HER less0n ! omg* a ex-evgian tcher .lol * and now she`s teaching me customer service -.-" omg* yahh* and she did became more CRAB! perhaps she love to eat CRAB a lot ??

urghh* today lesson was like i dun knoe. all i kn0e s0ftware engineering is goin to be the STRESS less0n EVER. or perhaps tgt wif OS? eeek*

went to tm ; watched a movie - HARRY POTTER .hmmm* not bad lah . a NICE sh0w tt made me fell asleep. but i cann0t judge tt it not nice too* c0rz im purely too tired. these few day no hab 8 hr slp. i mean not even 5 hrs . im purely too tired fer anything. but i actuallie managed to listen sum less0n on SE . hees* and fer all i knew there was a PIG beside me . still insiting tt he gotta studie hard. =x P - I - G .

yahh* expected and fer all i kn0w. secret cannot be hidden . efforts wasted . if there any lyings ; just sorry .

* ue gnissim mi. peels doog a dah eillaer i tub*ahah eivom eht tuo urt gnipls naem i ;uoy gni-sp ref yrros yas ot deen i ;u efrul i tub. LOL * rekraf uoy em gniklat teews pots
Joanne-
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
3:28 PM

yup*

im kinda tired and shag * having headache leah. must be tt 3 hr slp -.-

had a v fruitful day =x i mean c0nfr0nting wif HER. yah dun kn0e whyy ... perhaps it bc0rz he`s der tt able to make the talk so sm00th . yah * everything was lyke t0ked out and settled finallie. BUT u knoe .... i cann0t based on tt to conclude i nid YOU to CONFIRM wif me. i wanna things NOT TO BE changed.

iF WADEVER IS truth ; then he`s a chivas BASTARD leahh . suckky * eeeks. claiming to be like those devoted ones ? *urgh* tts why i said guys are all u knoe ? ... yahh ..

yah* i saw jessica! i missed her so much . but wad the hella happened ? wad happened to her and HIM? its lyke ... giving me a concept tt happiness reallie dun last . then a sudden rush came to me telling me tt i missed THEM soo much . and is damn LORTS. hows ? GIRLS i reallie missed u guys .

and ... sch finallie reopen . woke up LATE ; woke at 7am . lols* tu dao laii . reached sch at alm0st 9 - and less0n start at 11am ! omg* NUA-ing in MAC and slack till 10+ . and YEAH* i managed to EAT my BIG BREAKFAST! lol* im so happie leah . i was lyke wishing to eat mac today and i managed to ate it! LOL* but im fat! JACK claimed tt im FAT! urgh* where i looked fat! >.< lol ~ nvm bc0rz of ur wrds i will try to slim 3kg eh ! LOL`~ oh yah* BROKE sAfRa`s -h0to hunt rec0rd! wif the p0wer 0f b0y ; min and me! lols~ and sum help from 0thers. hees* tml sch start 2pm .shiok. gotta catch my slp . =D


* UOY SSIM I ekil sti hay ... yas nac i lla ref ; uoy fiw yad lufredn0w yrev a tneps dah i
Joanne-
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
5:31 PM

wahahah* as i said. mood RECOVERED!

omg* i met sooooo many ydks today .and i`ve tok to them except fer the "albert" omg* my DREAM guy! he was like.. damn sauve but kiddy as well =x LOL* but he is reallie ydk* my h0ng ci jian - his name .

yah saw angel`s ex .=x h0w the cum he becum so RED?! =x LOL~ i was thinking abt h0ng ci jian when i saw shaun . he was goin to MS wrk . i think s0 .

oh my * today farking l0ads pple saidd tt i act kute! =x LOL~ those girls bth me * and guys lame wib me. yah . i had to t0k rubbish in 0rder to entertain myself . =D if n0t j0b and lyfe wud be b0ring . yah yah . amos praised tt youweii and me had good performance. im kinda flying* =x but i knew its bc0rz im noisy enuff . i dun knoe how to change my way of being quiet . i wud like to learn too . u kn0e ? those gentle ... o.o

yahh ~ ian`s crazy again . omg* wanna sh0t himself wif rifle ? =x perhaps he`s missing huiixian . but ...* anywayx just continue be his fwen den . in case l0st ler fwen then regret ...

oh my* its alr 140 liew* tml g0tta reach sch at 745 ! and wad the fark . feel like going late fer tml . late as in m0rning 10am. =x c0rz i wanna eat MAC breakfast! im so hungry n0w ! =x LOL or also then no nid national anthem cum assembly or rather nUA der till afterno0n . w0ndering tml wad tyme finish sch * but wud be able to spent tyme wib him c0rz TML NOT WRKING HARK! =X

oh yah* one more thingy . !! my hair`s BLACK AGAIN!! sians ~ but anywayz theres still kinda brown hees* okok

shall attend to him and wen ; IMU~
Joanne-
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
4:34 PM

im kinda having fcuk-ing mood these few days .

fer all i can say ONCE again was -IM SORRY .

i dun kn0e wads happening. all i kn0e was im feeling damn easy irritated by anyone of you guys. im not having PMS i sompa* but i just dun knoe why the hell im reacting this way . so sorry i had u guys to suffer my these attp .

perhaps i just nid 1 day fer me to recover ? i promise .

gonna went cwp fer tightening my specs again . stupid * and had to reached sch by 745 fer assembly . wad the fcuk ! +.+


Joanne-
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Friday, November 18, 2005
9:01 PM

eeeks* im kinda pek cek* stupid PIG* XO! CHIVAS !

just had a quarrel wif himm . but lucky its over.

so tired leah . jitaox got to wake up so early sia ; f0r lance`s j0b . wif angel . 230pm at orchard leahx .

and wad the fark n0w ... knnccb*

I SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE YOU AT ALL !

I MEAN I HATE YOU . TTS ALL .


Joanne-
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7:40 AM

lyfe is always so miracle and amazing fer all i can say .

never slp 8 hrs ytd . slept at 7 woke up at 1 by wen`s call`s and mummye cor at 2 . so finalie woke up at 230 . URGH* i never sleep 8 hrs!!

change a layout . its not up to expected . gonna edit a bit m0re if i`ve g0t the tyme. every thurs till m0n is my m0st impt and busy days =x but its 0kie l0hh. fer the sake 0f m0ney . yaya u kn0e? w/o m0ney everything is n0thing. bill c0me liew* and its typicalli fast this tyme rnd. tot supposed to be on the 27th ? >.<>

i NID TO GET A 256 MMC CARD !

going to fantasy tonite wib wen ; him . oh my ... my girl is dwn . gotta make her happiex . but wad`s the hella going on ? haiis err ! gonna mit angel after her wrkk ; mayb gers tok ? tt wud be betterr .

sorry leah . i got`ve to PS you again ; but i just wan to tell ya . sumtymes i realie loved you so much =x dun fly dun fly* but as well sum tyme u also make me dulan and hated u so much ! urgh* =p take caree wor . enj0y ur dinner ; missya.


Joanne-
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
8:17 PM

yah* im back home *


lyfe so bored . went out at 6+ to ms to mit wen ; angel ; long ; yc .

yahh * im kinda strange. things goes well and nth`s wrong fer me and her . its like ... i dun kn0e wad to say . perhaps i din wanna care much . everything will gonna be like wad we used to ? its my perceptions towards friends i believe . yahh* guys out der . pple who are worth to your treasure are those tt once stepped into your lyfe and cre8 miracle to it . so... TREASURE .

had a SPEND money day over der. and realised angel had a bad day over der . =x initial went to arcarde . and wen yc angel dun knoe wad the hells going on . but i believe they sure can settle out by themselves . corz of sum particular reasons and they alway meet up wib each other . spent about half or 1 hr inside . before proceeding to yuki- dun knoe wad ki eat tt buffet ! omg* it was so full! the steamboat the sushi ... wahahaha* it had been ages since i had feast . =x had been staying or eating at home this few days hadnt got such a delicious dinner liew* hees. sort of exagerration ? =p

went to k-box after tt . and .. sang till angel dozed off * sch realie freak her out ! or shud i rather say BOTH of them ? lol* ya ya~ im in holiday mood . but ... sch gonna ... urgh* sang till 230 reach h0me at 310 . and sort out the stupid connection of internet . till 4am . sians . later getting result . ~

sumtyme the happiness are just near you ; or rather just rite before your eyes. but u just cant see it . shud i say its not u cant see it ? but pple sumtyme just prefer to travel far or see FAR corz they tot that happiness shud be search in FAR area and then tts called HAPPINESS? or rather they refused to believe tt their happiness are the one just rite infront of them ? pple always tot that things tt are rare are treasures . but in fact sumthings tt are RITE in front of you are species tt are also worth your treasure. stop denying tt you can see ur own happiness . they are just rite beside you . treasure it reallie before they are gone . **

wen ; wadever happened i believe bygones be bygones. but i knew i shud had change my point of perception towards you . or this friendship .but anyway happie to be out wif u guys .u are back to your oldself . and you are much mature in sum sense. =D stop comparing me and ANGEL kies. =D all da best in wadever u do . tk*


Joanne-
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8:35 AM

OH no* dun knoe fer wad reas0n h0r ; n0wadays kept on eating chickx . -.-" i`ve alreadly ate chix fer 4 days! omg*

errrr . so sians .. n0w NUA-ing at h0me .any0ne asked me 0ut ?

ohh yah * watched exorism of emily r0se . its was s0 scaryy / i mean scary n0t in da sense of ghost. it`s like ... it was a tru story whereby i find tt its s0 cruel t0 ended up on her . it was flimed to make us believe in h0ly g0d and devils .

yahh * of c0rz went t0 terry`s bday bbq . BUT ~ sumh0w it d0esnt seem to end well . it was quite of b0red . and 0f c0rz all de sia0 eh g0t problems in da end .

ting* i kn0e sumh0w mayb u will scroll past my bl0g . if u see this. mind msging me ? i mean if i dun realie hab the fate to see u in msn ? so l0ng ler * never see u leahh . =D

urghh* sch gonna reopen so0n . gotta get result so0n . so scary *


Joanne-
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
5:45 PM

ya* finalie bck home ~

by sum reason ytd went to fantasie and not able to reach home in the mid. =x went to his house again NUA-ing and did sum you knoe i knoe things ...

im having back ACHE! very pain ~ mummie massage ler. - NO USED . urghh* and im once habing flu and sore throat . >.<

gonna go bbq tml . and outing wib him . FER ALL I CAN say ... TYME FLIES .`~ =D

lyfe w/o u wud be smth i can never expect . sorry fer my stubborness and unreasonable these mth . =X ILH.


Joanne-
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
3:13 PM

oh no! my leg ACHE =x LOL*

just came bck from msia. yahh * it was the 1st trip spent less den $100 . ders REST lend sky used.

1st tyme wait fer pple finish reb0nding + colouring hair -.-" so bored. it was like .. waiting fer day till night . sky changed into so nice hair style. wherelse terry ? eeeks =x act siwen. omg* erxin .

dun dare to buy my own thing. i realie restrain myself so much . i`ve got phobia of spenting . got smth fer fwen bday . 10RM movie . 24rm fer my cig case . 12 on accessories. and ... as fer 30-40 RM was breakfast / lunch / dinner . i`ve got bck 20SING . and 30+RM. so.. it was like i`ve onlie spent 60++SING. actualie its alrite. SUMONE SUPPOSED TO sponsor me MEDICURE. but in da end sumone ended up BROKE. -.-" but actualie i was purely joking too. i also very much wanted to haf medicure ai mei ai mei yi sia. but then i`ve got to wrk cre8ion . haiis* if i CURE. it wud be a waste of money ...

oh yah ~ just like heaven . was a damn nice show. it was so swt and so romantic. oh my ... if onlie .. if onlie ...

THE TEMPTATION of buying things make me so ... urghhh* controling feeling so sucks. wanna buy thing also xing`ku . urghh*

received max msg at 8? asking me to go dwn fantasie ? yah he`s bck but ... no much money fer transport bck at 3am . tts why . haiis* pple offer me money and his bike . but dun be sillie. u think i dare to take ? let`s wait till you`ve brk OUR record? =x if not tml ? sorry fer PS-ing. as i said i wud meet u at 11/11 . =D

im feeling damn free and easy . did not get any dvd to watch. SUPER bored. no stress no anything. yahh this last week fer me is to ... wrk ; try to slack w/o money . ahhhh* BORING LYFEE LEAHHH ~

HAIIS SIAN SIAN SIAN ~


Joanne-
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
4:15 PM

eating cup noodles now ; was damn hungry .. =]

and ...

SUMPPLE JUST DUN KNOEHOW TO THINK.*

it`s my fault now? fer not miting up ? crazy*

finish wrk at 11 + actualie shud be 11/. but tu tu tu . was an peaceful and quiet nite . was such suprise leah .-.-" lucky les and v0n was der =D and v0n voice so carto0n . =x but singing was nice. hmm*was kana pulled or rather psycho to stage once again . by tt crazy matthew ? -.-" lol * and knew one more fwen tonite. bascially wrkin in hark if to know new pple are a fun thing. or shud i say its more to entertain myself when wrking ? =x yah wrking wib alvin is not tt bad. rather i like. =D

ans seemed like things are so diff. amos dun even dare to complain anything abt me . =x seemed so ... and jane` had stopped her nagging~

took cab h0me lombang by les and v0n . the cab driver was damn good. =D in fact he charge lesser and der was no midnite charge fer us. =x les was rather xing`fu . =D she had made medicure and had her fav chocolate. =x i realie missed u guys .

OH YAH! more pple of hark saw i sm0ke -.-"

goin to msia tml* ... yah just to walk ard. i believe no much money to spent. hope cash is tru tml mrn. HOPEFULLIE =D after ytd i solve tt i shud see things further . try to start anew and save up =D

SO sorry tt u`ve to covered me up on fri . sorry .~
Joanne-
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
6:30 PM

im feeling damn PEK CEK AND HAPPIE at the same tyme. wad the hell am i doing ?PMS* ?

URGHH*

i din kn0e tt having to meet up and such a short tok cud brigten my day . they were the ones i`ve always look fer and i treasured. i knew they realie worth to be fwens . lyfe had such a drastic change tt everyone had diff direction of lyfe . and fer me ? i believe i`ve grow from bad to wrost . whereas fer dee* she getting from gong till more gong. les .. i believe still same. but i like this piglet ! LOL~ so kawwaii ~ omg* misunderstanding had CLEAR. talks were made and everyone was luffing hilariously. i reallie love you guys.

having to write a compo out from my hand was a unbelievable thing to do. BUT i did it today esp finished it in da way i dun used to do . i knew it was not a compo of professional. but fer all i knew ; i did try my best this tyme round . hope i can get a c6 or c5 . **

reached home at abt 1230+ and saw tt my ro0m was occupied. FARKING CB* im damn dulan! wad`s him doing?! when will he grow up?! u think you realie able to bcum a YOUNG BOSS at such a young age! can stop worrying MUMMY?! fark* doing stupid thingys! and now using computer and print 100 pages of RUBBISH.wadever it is. i known it as RUBBISH! stop day dreaming can ? perhaps im not a good sista . i dun support him wrking . ESP THIS KINDA OF JOB. i REALIE DUN UNDERSTAND WTF HE`S thinking?! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE SHOUTING OUT EVERYTHING! SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. AND HERE`S SHE TRYING TO HELP HIM OUT DOING STUPID THINGS!

STUPID CREATURES!

and i promised there these 3 girls im telling myself not to get CLOSE wif anymore. they are more scary then anything else. the wrost and regrets . URGHH* how cum ders such a person living on EARTH ?can they be much more HUMAN? and not AILEN ?

fer all i can say ... im so much sorry! im having a damn pathetic attitude now. sorry tt you had got to take in. sorry sorry i guessed i just nid one day to calm down.realie sorry to spoilt ur mood. and thx fer always der fer me.

im wondering wad can i do to ease it NOW?! i realie dun knoe wad coming over me. but i just felt tt its so stupid?! i hate her. i also hate her fer helping when she`s complaining. i hate her mystery of lyfe. are these realie regrets ?

IM INNEED OF MONEY! I NID TO GET RID OF THIS FARKING PHONE! ITS TERRIBLY SUCKS! KEPT ON HANGING! HOW CUM I SPENT MONEY IN SUCH A SHORT WEEK. !!! HATE MYSELF FER BEING SUCH A BIG SPENDER . AND NOW IM IN NEED OF MONEY FER EVERYTHING!!!! URGHH* IM a totalie fool rite? i promised my next HARD EARN hark`s pay i wud spent it wisely. if not i kill myself!

always tell yourself tt sumhow sum pple just dun worth how they had been treated at. sum are just playing ard wif u wherelse sum just take fer granted. and these kinda pple do SUCKS. once again . i promised they wont exsist in my dictionary .


Joanne-
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Monday, November 07, 2005
6:18 PM

yawn*

sians* BAD day at HARK. stupid. but good things tt everything is fyne now . hmmm* next week pay will be increased.

nth else now except trying to studying fer wed O`s.

ya ya your wrds is realie farking sucks lah . other then SWANING and CURSING. anyother things u knoe ? *PATHETIC . u nid a change of mouth ah ? but wwadever it doesnt affect me . it`s just im not happy fer wad u trying to mean . aNd its not funnie if u meant to crack joke or trying to be cold.

he`s here again . having a swit dreams tonite . =D

les ; i seriously missed u too much .
dee ; feel free to asked me out ASAP!
jess ; how are you doing ? im missing eu .
Joanne-
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
5:43 PM

she did not asked me abt my weekends thingy . but 20 days are reaching . pay is increasing . but wads happening ? he`s going to handle everything ? hmmm* im wondering. =x

fri going mlysia . hopefully ... anyway got pay alreadly .

wed is O LVL ler. =D fast sia . im trying ...

got a good idea of buying w800i. hopefully this week ? or next week . probably next week ler. this week sort of needing money .

you`re asking ... wad did i love actually ?
for all i knoe its YOU tt i did .
everyday misses u badly ;
trying to meet u continously .
you`re making me crazy
tt i`ll hold your hands tightly ...

-ILH- him and her -


Joanne-
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
6:17 PM

hmmm* today had been a tired day . EVEN though slept ler 8 hrs longer then him 5 hrs. and wrking v NUA-ing. but just the hella dun knoe why . i feel tired .

sumtyme wrking cre8ion reali sians de leahhh . but i knoe if wrk hark 5 days/week more sian . wad shud i do ? tml got to tell her. shud he sub my cre8ion j0b ? but wad if on fri he wont be able to make it ? shud i let go of cre8ion job ?

WAD SHUD I ACTUALLIE DO ? SHUD I ? SHUD I NOT ?

O lvl is just 4 days away and here im NUA-ing. LOL* urggh* no mo0d to studiee .

im missing him ;

hmm* yah can reallie say tyme we spent tgt realie had been cut short . but after exams i believe der w0nt be short of money as well as tyme rite? =D missing in process ...


Joanne-
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Friday, November 04, 2005
9:25 PM

wahhaha* tonite got com use =D

blog! im in contradicti0n . im stuck b/t HARK and cre8ion . wad actuallie shud i do . where shud i stay on wib ? or continue this way ?

but one thing i nid to declare is tt .. cre8ion reallie make me scare wrking. . corz it`s damn busy on weekend~ it REALLIE DOES! . hark is not tt nice was bcorz ... sumtyme i dislyke JANE. but ... overall still can lohs. but if asked me wrk the whole week i MIGHT die leahh ~ i reali dun kn0e h0w..

HOW?! pls tell me. i nid to hand up by SUN. haiis*

sorry fer wad i did today . wadever and ever. ur apology was accepted .iLH. <3>

met zf tt grp and OMG* realised tt .... yahh it`s LAME!


Joanne-
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
5:29 PM

oh my. finalie theres a chance fer me to sit on my bed and start blogging ...

yah .~ went to MS and as usual RUSH was our 1st choice. but all i had to say was ...

IT SUCKS. =x

shaun was der and loong PS us . gary eventuallie did not go . c0rz he went chinaBlack . Jack did not follow up c0rz he din wanna go MS. but terry;alex;sky catch up wif us when we decided to cross over to phunk bar. where it`s $10/- freeflow. and guys was like onli $25/- till 2am. its much better then black ; and t;s;a came over and bought CHIVAS omgg* had sort of much liquor . all i can say was. guys are totallie drunk . xcept terry. he holds a good liquor. sent sumone h0me eventuallie and it was a TOUGH job . and a hard day at his house.

had mac . and took cab home . did nt spent reallie much . cab was on wen all da way ... reached home at 8am in da morning. slept and woke up all da way . at 9 and at 12 . sms rubbish to him. evenetuallie kana dulan also .=x

hangover SUCKS!

- swit dreams - <3
Joanne-
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
8:38 PM

bei feng chui guo de xia tian *

w0ke up at 3pm wahaha* its my phone bluff my feeling* . it was 430 when i saw my phonex . but i found tt it was onlie 330pm after finish brushing my teeth~ -.-" omg*

tot of meeting long go pak po0l ; he bathe finished then who knoes mummy decide to go sim lim sq see cpu. then i also decide to go wif herx . corx NO NID SPENT money . then she`s wib steven and da yiyi . of corz kept on niaming when i see thing l0h. of c0rx nt by my mum . ...

waiting him finish ; went to eat at [ hotspot ] . eat tgt wif mummie dey all l0h . the stingray so nicee .. and the ceral prawn so nicee ... hmm *yummiee*

after tt went k-ster l0hz ... lols same as usual our good slAcking hobby lol* its a 4hr sharp de ktv session . ... but so nicee .

it`s my responsibility to hold u up into my heartt. ILH* <3
Joanne-
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7:33 PM

o my* sumone toking just w/o brain . always claimed tt she`s simply so impt to others. but in fact its im just trying ... trying to ... but fynes its okie. sumone always like this . u knoe ? sarcastic and ... being so hypocrite . toking to her i might as well GB ~ -.-" urghh*

not gonna blog tonite. gonna go club wif angel and her. yah nite lyfe had been too much fer me . hees* next wed O lvl eng ler . -.-" fast ahh `~

by the tyme u read my blog. i might be at clubbing. just wanna say ; i m-i-s-s u . <3
Joanne-
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