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Thursday, October 27, 2005 5:52 PM

im trying to think tru whether was it my attitude problem or it`s urs ?

im fan xing-ing. i kn0e i`ve made things complicated . or rather you wont / dun gif it a damn . but its not the way ue dont wanna care. it`s the way you TRYING To tell me you are trying to care. you nid not put mi into your lyfe. no one ever nid to put this person into each lyfe everyday or perhaps every single moments. BUT ... sumhow i still find tt ... its the heart tt matters . i`ve trying to tell myself tt i knoe we nid not meet up often but we are still those kind tt we knew we will gonna be the same as before .

am i thinking too much or are we drifting apart. it`s not the problem of attaching. lyfe has been so much diff * i admit . the ironic way tt you are trying to tell me YOU CARE. is simply so sort of entertaining tts making me felt stupid whenever i remind myself of wad we used to said ? are we gonna be wad we had / are in da past or are we supposed to adapt to wad we are now ?

caring too much will sum how led one to silliness. its not thinkin too much its how much u put this person into care . or how impt they are . girl now u understand .. why we used to say ...

" friends need not meet up everyday ; as long as the heart is der - fwens will be 4eva "

but ... sumhow i realised as tyme passed by. its kinda wrong .

"close friends are smth so miracle tt it can lost its way of direction once the track is in a mess "

its not wad u said the moment u stepped in. its the perception u gave . if you had nt wanted fer it ; dun gif it a try anyway . once u were asking me whether there is any attp in yew? there isnt. but theres a problem lying in the way u act . im wrong to say these . but anyway wadever. things not gonna be the 1st tyme we all used to be ...

im jealousing ? or had i realie recieved an stupid attitude from yew ? wad realie do u wants ?

this mayb smth no one knoes wad im blogging. but perhaps its smth i just wanna blog abt. its nothing but its also everything .

Joanne-
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