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Wednesday, September 21, 2005 2:58 PM

i`ve lost my path of way . forgetting the way to my happiness . which direction shud i be in ? which path am i on ? wads my ending point of my journey ?

yup ; he`ve got it rite . im alr on my way of losing my sense of direction . and all i did was to find excuses to get back on the track . how much i`ve wish lyfe wud be tt simple that no matter wad we did , WRONG / INCORRECT was not in our dictionarry . how much i wished i wud not had to made any decision . i seemed to be not myself these particular few days . wad excatly i nid ? which direction am i supposed to head fer ?

back from nuaing wibx fwen .. went to MS tot of goin fer inter . then ended up nuaing . yupx nua at wdls inter ; tok ler much . goin to inter wib dee tml. yup . fwenship is back . hmmm ... i believe there will be a never ending . as tyme passed by ; i believe grown-up wud be easier to settle things .

IM IN NEED OF MONEY !

oh yah ~ its my ½ yr of smoking. =x ½ yr ag0 , it was my 1st puff of cig by wen . LOL* and once again im reminded by her it was ½ yr ago! =x but wen angel ; u two had been part of my lyfe this few months . and i`wud had never ever forget u guys even though wadever happened in futuree .

i reallie dun knoe wad happened. facing ur attitude. i dun seemed to be myself. i kn0w im kinda noisy. in terms of character actuallie we are vice versa. fake bikering are our best communicating style. but i cant seem to tok nicely . im wondering. .. realie wondering ... the problem lies on ? me ? u ? both ? dun realie wish u will get to see this blog . but likewise hope u knew wad im thinking. i dun wished to be the one asking you wad happened each tyme i got to see your sians face. and your ans wud be " nothing" . to say truth , ur attitude is wrost then his AT TYMES. but the way you are treating me is i cannot comment on anything. im contradicting myself . as well as you if im not wrong . but hmm` ~ d0nt try t0 to0 stick t0 me . esp when we`re in 0ne grp . i`ve g0t to entertain b0th side . i cant esp glued to you . fwens wise wud had felt extra . i believe if things continued ; the next tyme we go out , wud be onlie two of us . if n0t ... i d0nt reallie understand myself. 0nce ; im being treated as [ hack care ] and n0w im being treated vice versa ; b0th i dislike . h0w am i supposed to phrase it out to u on f0ne ? i believe i w0nt pick up this topic to you . how am i able to understand you ? tru wires ? fone ? walkie talkie? computer ? *.*

Joanne-
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