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Tuesday, August 23, 2005 3:38 PM

i must have been down on luck . fark*

lost my hp. im pretty heart broken. yup.. to others its just an lost item ... my precious fone. and its lost to a strange im farking hate myself. i cannot believe i`ve been cheated. just wad the fark . im damn stupid . my chains ; my memories all are lost. are they meant to be forgotten ? my sim contacts .

why must i have lost my fone when im left wib onlie a few grp of fwens. how am i able to contact them back ? fer all i knoe .. i can onlie wait till they contact me . im pretty stupid. i`ve been an idiot to trust pple easily. its realie hard to be a good pple. yayaya...

stupid idoit lay boss. i`ll return wadever u guys lend me. in 2 mths time. i will ... nid not worryx.

i`ll just had to wrk harder . take up 2 jobs and i shall make it on tyme. i will not own u guys anything. and after returning the money , just let me tell declear i shall quit . hoping nt to see u again. in case gets ur NAGGING and ur GOOD advice ... it rather irritating to hear ur voice whenever u are inside. omg* why the fark happened to me when i wanna quit and get away from tt cafe ??

it`s realie DAMN IDIOT AND STUPID OF ME. no other wrds i can used to describe me NOW. let me predict tt that guy shall get killed by CARS. by tml.

i`ve got to stayed hom till4 tml. how the hell gonna be late for wrk . hope courrier will reach b4 3. PLS*

thx mr daniel fer wad u did. just tt im pitying u tt u`ve urself such a wife. PATHETIC.* i guess i cannot stop tolerating her. she had better stayed away from me. or rather i shall stop all nonsenses wif her during wrkx. the sight of hers just makes me hate her DAY BY DAY. stop all ur sarcastic and ur selfishness or rather greedness .

thxs wee . u`re gonna be the best boss i`ve EVER MET .

thx wen ; to be there whenn i nid u .

thx brother fer accing me till i`ve finished my work . i knoe u`re just compensating corz u`re goin mlysia next weekx.

ive haf the feeling of losting things which are precious to me. fark* i juust cant help hating myself and telling myself tt im stupid . other then stupid , its just STUPID.

Joanne-
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