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Monday, July 04, 2005 5:10 PM

back fr0m w0rkx . lance angel went to my wrkplace.

toked to hx. found tt she`s reali very the lonely and ke lians. she realie nid a fwen . if not she will go back to ian`s side. i mean if she realie sort out properly aain and found tt even though ian gan is a BASTARD ; she still lurfe him , i reallie also cant do anything and nth to say . this is her lyfe. she will choose her pathx. i just wished tt she wud wake up and get away from him . he`s realie nt a good guy and ders no gd pt to say abt him at all. i mean fer the case ; if he still got a few good pt i might consider speaking fer him. but ... — der`s NONE.
sorry HX to say tt u are stupig . i reali cant find other wrd to describe u lehs. WAKE UP GIRL .PLS~ it used to be not my problem . but i heard and witness everything . i realie cant stay der doing nth . sorrie fer my KPOness.

drank a bit wibx lance while playing 5-10 . he lost ! =x LOL*

h0w cum n0wadays everyone seems so problematic ?

*lance`s is d0wn . asking why lyfe has been so weak . nope boy u are wrong u wud say dat was bcorz of ur close ones who had passed awayx. dont ever think tt lyfe is weak . c0rz no matter how weak it is . lyfe will had to go on . stop saying tt u d0nt hab the capable to earn much money fer ur father . u see ? ur father may be use to it. money is not everythin as i told u in msn . so wad if u got lort of money and letting him enjoy ? den shall i asked u .. do u knoe wad ur father or mother realie wants? wad they realie nids ? are they reali tt short of money ? will they be happie if they got loads of money now ? u are alr 20+ try to think in a proper way kies? but fer me ; i will be der always fer u .

*i knew der will be no fwens forever in dis world. or rather nth is forever. i believe* my past old fwen i surely hope tt they haben forgif me yet. i knew der`s sumthing wrong in j.a.w . no matter who read this ; i still wanna say ... perhaps once fwen tts enuff ... we used to able to contact each other almost every day .and now ? lance asked me to cor w . but./ even so .. is der any use ? att also change. sumtimes no pt if u know the ans .

*how cum lyfe dont seem to be easy fer me this few weeks ? there`s problem up and down . im reali nt used to it . quarrelled wib dearx ytd . and was quite dulanx . cors of ? contacting .u kneo wad ? i dun realie like to hear pple`s family anti me. i mean... hearing other pple mum`s niam sayign wad too yng to hab gf wadever. its maijiam i destroying their lyfe -.-"
will gonna be an busy mth fer me.
mon tue will gonna be wrking 7 till 10 . wed thur will be my dear`s dayx. fri sat 9 - 3 / 9-4 . sun will be my freelance dayx. dun kneo wrking or not .not fixed yet . sheldue is damn packed. anyone nid me to be out wibx them pls booked me in advance wors. =x lols* at least one weeks ahs.

im damn short of money . i nid to get money fer my sch text bo0k. dun dare to asked mummie fer money . lucky last mth de pay still left sum . corz dental last mth onli paid $30/- =x bill mummie paid fer me. then tb cost ard 100/- seh . + sch u lehs. all my saved de money. now i left 40/- -.-"

Joanne-
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