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IT'S ALL ME._ 2010

Wednesday, August 25, 2010 12:34 AM

im back to my blogging.
blogging with jtmall. lill precious , forum on hwz , babies , etc
yup occupy all my time.

and yes. this is my life revolving around money,love,and my family.

I dont know why today. could be my pms.
was so damn emo.
darling is not back yet from his "7mth qiak toh" and yes , once pms i feel lonely.
my back hurts . hurts like my spine is breaking.
my nose bleed , bleed like the water flows.
my mental is so tiring, tired till i feel like slping without worrying.
my menses cramp , cramp till i feel like doing nothing.
my poor lill boy's growing teeth, till he's having fever.
my girl yearns to carry , till no time to carry her always.
my pocket's hole, till i tried so hard to mend it back.

Im seriously so tight up in time and financial. i need like extra 5k? to ease my living ?
as for time, when i have the money . things will be so much easier.

But still, living with them , my life wouldnt be any easy.
Trying hard. trying hard to accomodate them,
trying hard , to resolve the heart problems i have with them.
trying hard , to understand how much my husband try to make my life easier.
trying hard to tell myself that living with them all , is just as good as living with mummy
trying real damn hard to treat them like my own.

Cause afterall , we need to live together for like the next 1-2years or even 3?

Tell me, my emo-ing is caused by PMS.
yar i yearn for more love at times, as i feel lonely or like slave to the family.
But they said " thats why a mother is great" .
so im trying to understand. I dont need to be great. I need and yearn for relaxation , for freedom , for more love just like other ladies ;)

but stil i understand. im a mother of 2. yup. okays. thats it. so just end the topic. ;)

Things will most prob be better,
even living with disguise.
Or facing the truth or facts.

Joanne-
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____ x. [ IT'S JUST ME. *

name* Joanne
age* 22
bday* 260188
horoscope* Aquarius
school* RP- graduated
blood type* O +
e-mail* joanne_tsm88@hotmail.com

____ x. [ ICHIGO'S LOVES.

my girl friends
my poly classmates
Lee Jia Ying& Lee Jia Jun
Lee Yong Sheng
My Mummy
hellokitty
sweets*
stars in the sky*
E- / shopping / kpool / kbox*
MJ
pubbing*
JAYzhou*
HEjunXIANG*
hebe*

____ x. [ ICHIGO'S DISLIKES.

coke*
people ACCUSE*
people ACT-ING*
people DAO-ing*
REPEAT-ing*
NIAM-ing*
FAT*
toBEalone*
leaveMEalone

< ____ x. [ 20010' Joanne's wishList .

HelloKITTY cafe / ~~wedding~~ /suzuki swift sports hello kitty car* / bmw coupe
Japan / RendangIsland / Macau / Taiwan
My getaway trip to bintan/ KL / redang
My proposal with fireflies
SLIM DOWN -to 49kg* after babies
Hello kitty handphone
Money money
Gucci Bag
Burberry Bag
Coach HandBag
Different range of Perfumes
Build a Bear [ daniel ]
5 pair of Heels

For My darlings.
- Baby car restrainer x1
- Baby Toy'r'us "Jump Jump" Toys
- Single Pram
- More baby toys 6mths +

♂ LADY V.S MAN ♀

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